Am still in Uni, I got 1 year left to ascend realistically and two more summers, but even then maybe I can status max or looksmax with some surgeries and ascend that way.
I get some bad thoughts too of course, especially when I see degenerate shit on TV like love Island and girls I can't even touch having the time of their lives whilst I rot, but I still have a tiny glimmer of hope it might get better.