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I can't keep drinking vodka, this shit is going to kill me one day but that's the only way I can find relief from this shit. i'm constantly in my thoughts that are overwhelmingly negative and stressing. I really don't know how to express how I exactly feel, but it feels like i'm always in a constant state of fight or flight and full panic mode. Body feels numb/static like how your feet or hands feel when they "fall asleep", gut wrenching and intense headaches that are analogued to my negative thoughts, cold feet or body gets a flash of heat and start going in panic mode ect... That's as coherent as I can explain some of the symptoms. I can't even get diagnosed to find out what i'm going through to put a stop to it, because I don't even have all of my documentaion in order to recieve any legit help so I can only rely on what's in my reach and what the internet recommends.
Not sure what to do but i'm open to whatever advice someone can give.
Not sure what to do but i'm open to whatever advice someone can give.