I see no real reason to keep going. My parents only seem to love me enough so that I feel bad and apologize to them after fights, regardless of whether I’m right or not. Whatever they want, they get out of me, because they’ll go to any extent to get what they want. Not only that, but having to cope with being mixed-race, knowing that the purpose of your creation was the destruction of the white race and that there’s little to nothing you can do about it is draining on the mind. The cherry on the shit milkshake is that I’m still fucking incel. My only friends are on websites like this, because normies and women see my existence as a cheap joke, and they often just say whatever they like right to my face. It’s as if I’m only cared about so long as I can entertain or be useful to someone. Lots of people here have been at this longer than me, how are you all keeping it together?
