I feel like I'm totally losing it each time I come on here...I really don't know how some of you guys do it.
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I feel like you
I honestly find the daily outside world more frightening / depressing.
But what are you doing by being on this site if not reminding yourself of that outside world? If anything I'm sheltered from a lot of the worse stuff that I'm exposed to here.
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Idk I've been here since the beginning and a lot of the stuff has already been said before in one form or another anyway.
It's not like I ever forgot I was inside...in the end the forum is just text, and a more comfortable place to be in than getting looks from strangers while grocery shopping.
I was blackpilled since birth. The blackpills I see here are just like flinstone vitamins to me.
i force the blackpills down
Its a double edged sword i share a lot a lot of bad emotions With others, but I also get drawn deeper into The rabbit hole.
Also this site surprising helps me With "no fap" i go here instead
Also this site surprising helps me With "no fap" i go here instead
Same I've been blackpilled since I was 3, when I found this site it just felt like I finally found where my long lost friends are
I plan on shooting myself when I turn 25. And honestly I don’t blame anyone for my situation but myself. I thought I could just get out of high school and find friends somewhere, but no. I was the same person I was in high school and most of my life. I’m a loser, I’m weird, pale, boring, and I’m a bad person. I thought my life would be better someday, but even after getting a full time job, even after getting a decent car, getting my own apartment, getting my own personal things, paying my way through college. I know exactly what the problem is. The problem is and has always been me, and I have no one else to blame but myself. I am nothing and I should’ve shot my self with my step fathers shotgun when I was 16.
Don’t be like me though, go outside and socialize. Please get off of your computer or phone and do something with your life unlike me. Where I have failed you can succeed.
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As an oldcel I am used to living in hell so this site doesn't shock me much.
This site is nothing compared to the suifuel of browsing social medias of people you know irl.
If only mine had a shotgun tbh.
I personnally just can't. I know the game is rigged and that I'm meant to lose.
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No way, this site is the best cope I have, apart from sleeping.
Misery loves company.
Misery loves company.
Idk man ever since coming hear my depression has been sky high, I curse more and drink more, plus I could now see the bullshit reality we live in all the time now. Video games and porn aren't even good copes now, but I managed to hold on by deluding myself that I'd find a girl once I monymaxx
You learn to rope or cope.
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I'm coping by planning my suicide.
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That is because you do not like what you see, but you still come here because you know it is the truth.
Its a sign you are not even closed to being blackpilled yet, which isn't a bad thing, people are different, it is harder to swallow for different people.
I used to feel my heart drop when i saw a suicidefuel threads on manlets and i would not want to see it because i knew it contained something terrible about manlets, but i still did due to my human curiosity.
But over time i didn't get that heart dropping feeling in my chest and started reading and seeing blackpills like i was reading a book, it was just information gathering as i was already blackpilled so there is no suicide fuel for me anymore, because i know how bad i have it.
Its a sign you are not even closed to being blackpilled yet, which isn't a bad thing, people are different, it is harder to swallow for different people.
I used to feel my heart drop when i saw a suicidefuel threads on manlets and i would not want to see it because i knew it contained something terrible about manlets, but i still did due to my human curiosity.
But over time i didn't get that heart dropping feeling in my chest and started reading and seeing blackpills like i was reading a book, it was just information gathering as i was already blackpilled so there is no suicide fuel for me anymore, because i know how bad i have it.
Poorly. 
'How do you guys cope with the things you see on this site?'
I don't.
I don't.
i lost my hope here , i feel weird , im not alive . i learn how to cope LDAR rope blend ghost see blackpill in IRL . its my new life now , 75 days i browse here i only listen to music and fap , i dont want drug like before this site , i hate drugs they dont work good for me .... i like this site
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