I wish I had asked her out, she was in one of my classes. Part of me wants to message her in Outlook (we were in a group together) and confess my feelings for her, but I know that I'd probably get kicked out of the university for stalking if I were to do that. Still... I ponder it. If she were to contact me I'd be overrun with excitement and joy, and I have a slimmer of hope that the feeling is mutual, but it probably isn't and I'm probably just being delusional.
How do you get over someone who's perfect for you... but is just out of your league physically? It hurts.
I was gonna just say "greycel post", but I feel bad for you brocel. I understand you're still learning your way around the blackpill and you're probably quite young.
As you can tell (for a reason), you'd be kicked out for stalking if you told her about your feelings, because, not only does she hate you and not care about your feelings, but society in general doesnt give a fuck about your feelings and just want you to not bother women and keep working (or studying so you can work).
She is not perfect for you because she's a whore, and if she is out of your league "physically" then she is out of your league, period, bc there's no other league than the physical one. And only Chad is in any girls "league".
That slimmer of hope that its mutual is indeed a delusion, bc if you were attractive you'd know it and wouldn't be posting here. And also she'd have let you know she likes you. Sorry brocel
I'm not gonna tell you what to do, I mean, if you want you can give it a shot in a way that you think won't get you kicked out, you call the shots, but tbh, I'd try to learn a bit more about the blackpill and life in general before making a choice. Read Elliot Rodger's manifesto (the last chapters at least which are the relevant ones, bc he made it too long explaining his whole life when you may not necessarily care about his childhood). Judgement about his shooting aside (I'm not gonna get into that and I'm definitely not promoting violence), Elliot was a man who knew suffering and who always acted according to what he thought was right, and never let anyone else tell him how to think or act. His videos kinda misrepresent his views, you only get to actually know what he was like if you read the manifesto.
Also look up IncelTV (this one is very good) and FaceandLMS on youtube, and read up some blackpills on this forum (there's often a good one in the stickied threads, like this one right now:
https://incels.is/threads/holy-fuck-a-treasure-trove-of-blackpills.79756/#post-4573896). And then decide.
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It'll take time but you'll eventually just stop giving a fuck. My last oneitis took me a year to lose feeling for.
2 years here
but being blackpilled helps. i never considered asking her out
I never had a problem with oneitis because I don't project human characteristics onto women. I don't see women as being able to reciprocate love, honesty, affection but many incels still project these characteristics onto walking cum dumpsters.
cope, they reciprocate love, honesty and affection but only to chad
