Venting How do you feel being circumcised? I feel violated and emasculated

[Esoteric7]

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:

One day, my extended family members spontaneously arrived at my house. I didn’t know why they suddenly arrived but I felt excited for some quality time with my cousins. Suddenly my dad called me inside. Entering the living room, I found lots of family members surrounding a table, where two men had a suitcase filled with various instruments. I gulped and felt scared.

My dad ordered me to remove my trousers and underwear in front of everyone, directing me to lie flat on the table. I was genuinely clueless about what was happening, and I would have appreciated it if he had taken a moment to explain. It felt like a humiliation ritual.

As I laid with my head against a pillow, my dad placed another pillow vertically standing on my chest to shield my view of the mutilation below.

Initially feeling a sting, presumably from the anesthesia injection, I experienced no pain afterward, though I couldn't help but whimper and feel very afraid. I was completely reliant on facial reassurances from my dad. The way everyone was surrounding the table looked like a child sacrifice.

My one-year-old brother had undergone the procedure a few minutes before me. He was cradled in my mother's arms with his nappy covered in plasters.

Looking back, I wish I had some fucking privacy. During the operation, my cousin curiously poked his head in, and had to be shooed away. His intrusion was embarrassing.

Contrasting this, a friend up the road had a quiet and private circumcision a few weeks later. A doctor arrived with a suitcase, performed the procedure, and left. I wished my parents had given me the same discretion.

Fortunately, none of my cousins teased or laughed at me later for witnessing me being circumcised.

It’s bad enough my parents knowingly sent me to a racist school where the kids were hostile towards me for being different, then they got me almost naked and had my dick chopped off in front of everyone. All this happened during my most impressionable and formative years. Some people really do need parenting licenses.

Sometimes I wonder how much of this contributed to developing a social anxiety disorder.

Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

 

[GobidMujahid]

 

[Animecel2D]

never began for circumcisedcels

 

[SocietyFucker1492]

Its what feminists and librails want us to have so we don't reproduce.

 

[superpsycho]

i dont care, ill never be able to use my penis to reproduce anyway.

 

[antisocialcel]

If you are circumcised then you basically haven't even really fapped, as masturbation takes place between the foreskin and the glans, not rubbing your finger or fist, in fact I can't even imagine how someone who is circumcised masturbates, it must be horrible, I think that would explain why some people don't like it and advocate against it.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Haven’t thought about it.

 

[supreme lollishrimp]

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

Glad i wasnt it feels better to jerk off if you havent been amputated

 

[supreme lollishrimp]

If you are circumcised then you basically haven't even really fapped, as masturbation takes place between the foreskin and the glans, not rubbing your finger or fist, in fact I can't even imagine how someone who is circumcised masturbates, it must be horrible, I think that would explain why some people don't like it and advocate against it.

You need lube todo it i assume otherwise it would just be rubbing on dry skin which would irritate and hurt

 

[xek000000kk]

Circumcision is as stupid as surgery, a scam.

 

[The Wolf]

I'm not circumcsised , as I am European but I have phimosis when hard. Apparently sex is impossible with that condition. I won't ever have sex, so it's "not a problem", but I'd most likely need partial circumcision.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

I'm surprised why you still defend this barbaric cult, founded by a pedophile in the 6th century. Even though this cult is the cause of your mutilation and trauma as a child.
I would hate and despise anything even remotely connected to this stupid cult and wish I had never been born into such a family.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals

Only some stupid teenagers who haven't given the issue much thought would do that. They forget that under Sharia law, they would still be incels. True to the motto: No harem for your poor, ugly face.
And as white people, they would probably be dead long before they could get an erection if Sharia law were actually implemented.

 

[friedrllyudidntknow]

Definitely gave me some kind of sexual trauma for sure, even thought I was extremely young, something like that you're body probably never forgets.

 

[pokuuulonely]

I

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

Islam is shit

 

[Cuckoja]

Horrible read brocel, especially the way they did it, in such humiliating and scary way. One of few good things of living in orthodox country is that we dont get circumcized.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

I don't particularly care.

 

[RandomGuy]

never began for circumcisedcels

Circumcision began in Colchis.


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[Coyote Cooch]

jfc I can't even read this, I'm sorry brother. I don't care that I'm circumsized, but there's NO reason that should have happened to you at 6. that is fucking disgusting pedophile gore porn. I can't imagine the kind of trauma you must live with from that.

 

[LastGerman]

I'm not circumcsised , as I am European but I have phimosis when hard. Apparently sex is impossible with that condition. I won't ever have sex, so it's "not a problem", but I'd most likely need partial circumcision.

It is devastating. Our penis really has been destroyed. There are so many men whose penis has been destroyed. And most do not care about it. There is no worldwide uproar.

 

[Zedmund]

 

[The Wolf]

It is devastating. Our penis really has been destroyed. There are so many men whose penis has been destroyed. And most do not care about it. There is no worldwide uproar.

Good point. So if I never have sex anyway, should I even get (partial) circumcision?

Or a steroid cream? Either way it's very embarrassing to ask a doctor considering my deformed face balloon shape skull looks and being almost 30.

 

[The Wolf]

It is devastating. Our penis really has been destroyed. There are so many men whose penis has been destroyed. And most do not care about it. There is no worldwide uproar.

Wait are you circumsised?

 

[LastGerman]

Good point. So if I never have sex anyway, should I even get (partial) circumcision?

Or a steroid cream? Either way it's very embarrassing to ask a doctor considering my deformed face balloon shape skull looks and being almost 30.

The physicians really do not want to hand out testosterone cream or DHT cream. Our penis has been destroyed. Our penis is small and nobody wants to help or even address it. As a matter of fact, they even gaslight us about it.

Wait are you circumsised?

No. I do think, that most penises are actually malformed. There is even a picture of it, that showcases it.

 

[Tacomonkey]

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

I hate kikes

 

[yeetbender_]

This is why satan was the good guy.

 

[yeetbender_]

Jesus and muhammed are pigs, and so is god.

 

[yeetbender_]

I'm surprised why you still defend this barbaric cult, founded by a pedophile in the 6th century. Even though this cult is the cause of your mutilation and trauma as a child.
I would hate and despise anything even remotely connected to this stupid cult and wish I had never been born into such a family.

 

[yeetbender_]

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

I will never respect anyone's religon. Genital mutilation should be punished with immediate and painful death.

 

[yeetbender_]

I want to hear NOTHING from foids complaining that they have no control over their own bodies when THIS happens EVERY DAY because people aren't willing to reject Judaism in ALL it's forms (CHRISTIANITY AND ISLAM ARE THE SAME THING AS JUDAISM)

 

[The Wolf]

Horrible read brocel, especially the way they did it, in such humiliating and scary way. One of few good things of living in orthodox country is that we dont get circumcized.

In central/Western Europe we don't get circumcized either, although not sure about the Brits.

 

[The Wolf]

I want to hear NOTHING from foids complaining that they have no control over their own bodies when THIS happens EVERY DAY because people aren't willing to reject Judaism in ALL it's forms (CHRISTIANITY AND ISLAM ARE THE SAME THING AS JUDAISM)

I'm European so didn't get the surgery. But I'm 28 and have phimosis when hard, I can't pull back the foreskin. Apparently you can't have sex like that. But I'll never have sex, so what does it matter?

 

[Cuckoja]

In central/Western Europe we don't get circumcized either, although not sure about the Brits.

It must be just an American thing, out of white countries.

I'm European so didn't get the surgery. But I'm 28 and have phimosis when hard, I can't pull back the foreskin. Apparently you can't have sex like that. But I'll never have sex, so what does it matter?

I used to have the same, up until mid twenties. I would pull back the skin while semi hard. Then i decided to pull back as far it can and hold it for 10-20 min, each day. Used some hand creme to easen. After few weeks it went over normally, now i can pull it all the way down while hard.

 

[The Wolf]

It must be just an American thing, out of white countries.

I used to have the same, up until mid twenties. I would pull back the skin while semi hard. Then i decided to pull back as far it can and hold it for 10-20 min, each day. Used some hand creme to easen. After few weeks it went over normally, now i can pull it all the way down while hard.

Oh wow, thanks so I'll try that and I don't need to go to the doctor and beg for steroid-creme or surgery, which I wouldn't do anyway

 

[Deleted member 8078]

Oh wow, thanks so I'll try that and I don't need to go to the doctor and beg for steroid-creme or surgery, which I wouldn't do anyway

This only works if you don't have pinhole phimosis (like I do). It's like the name says, you only see a tiny hole no matter if you're hard or soft. It will take you years to make any significant progress with this one and the end results aren't even that good. I feel like circumcision is the only way to be able to fap normally at least

 

[The Wolf]

This only works if you don't have pinhole phimosis (like I do). It's like the name says, you only see a tiny hole no matter if you're hard or soft. It will take you years to make any significant progress with this one and the end results aren't even that good.

I can pull back when soft, and pull back only very slightly when hard. Sex like that is not possible. I hope you can get it resolved.

I feel like circumcision is the only way to be able to fap normally at least

Really? That's interesting. For me it feels good to fap with foreskin

I grab it at the top, I never get any injuries or rips.

Although the "fap fap" is loud. Years ago when I had hearing issues because my ears were full of wax, my dad walked in on me at 7 AM in the morning, wondering what's so loud. That was embarrassing af. A few days later he told me I have to "find other ways"... i.e. stop fapping so loudly.

 

[Squidward Tentacles]

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

What the fuck they are sick!!! Who would do that to a 6 year old kid!!
ANd if you stuck a knife in their sexual organs ur a bad person fuck them

 

[Indari]

Fucking jews

 

[Dolls & Gor]

Male genital mutilation is practiced because Jews have converted the field of Medicine into their codified religion. That's why they control what you are allowed to eat, disguising this with pseudoscientific terms like "substance abuse", and arbitrary Talmudic catalogues like DSM.

 

[Indari]

Makes me root for Palestine

 

[Itsoverm8]

My dick is already small and they probably just made it smaller

 

[Failed Pullout]

I've been attempting restoration for awhile. I've noticed improvements slowly and I think the practice should be outlawed.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Whenever I look down at my penis I am reminded of what they took from me, of the irreversible damage that has been inflicted upon me in the name of a barbaric, vile, and truly depraved practice. I find circumcision to be utterly deplorable, and it should be entirely outlawed in any society that claims to be civil, that claims to value bodily autonomy and fundamental human rights; for my right to have retained a bodypart that has evolved for good reasons is as basic as it gets. I am not even necessarily against religion in that sense, as I have come to realize religion is a core social glue in society—I simply recognize the fact this practice is horrible and should also be eradicated from religion, though those seem to go hand in hand in many religions.

On a more positive note, I have been making an effort in the past 7 months to restore my foreskin, and the progress has been quite significant; it may not restore what I once had entirely, but it is certainly better than nothing.

 

[Zeref]

Are you endian ?

 

[Esoteric7]

Are you endian ?

no

 

[GmeOvr]

I feel raped

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I suffer from frenulum breve and I'm one of the few cases where a circumcision would have actually helped me.

But do not worry about it

If you are an ugly subhuman, you would not be in a position to have sex with a woman in either case. This is why penis size doesn't actually matter for subhumans. You will never get to use it, no woman will see it unless you pay an escort.

It's over.

 

[ZX888]

I was six years old when they held me down and my body was altered forever without my permission. Six years old when I was cut because of tradition, religion, because no one thought to ask me what I wanted. Old enough to remember the room, antiseptic smell, a murmured prayer, yet too young to understand that what was going on. They called it a mercy, a covenant. I called it nothing because I wasn’t asked.

I actually posted the story about the day I got circumcised:


Nerves you can never get back:

• The foreskin isn’t just “extra skin.” It’s 50,000+ nerve endings, more sensitive than fingertips.
• Without it, the head rubs directly against clothing, becoming desensitized over time, like an eye without an eyelid forced to endure constant friction.
• What should have been the most richly innervated part of my body became a weather-beaten knob, half-numb, forever reminding me that something once lived there and was mutilated.
• Sex will feel duller. Masturbation requires more force. It must be like listening to music through a brick wall.

Psychological wound:

• My body was not mine to decide for. Someone else chose to carve it up, and I had no say.
• Every time I look down, I’m reminded something was taken before I even knew it belonged to me.
• There was no apology, or discussion from my parents.

Religious dilemma:

Although blackpillers tend to respect Islam for its morals, if I could choose my family again, I’d still want it to be an Islamic family.

But circumcision? This is barbarism disguised as piety.

• If God gave me this body, why did humans need to “fix” it?
• How do I square a merciful Creator with a ritual that begins by strapping down a child who cannot scream “no”?
• Islam gives order, purpose, a compass in chaos. Yet that same compass pointed a knife at me.

It's hard to feel like a complete man when the most intimate part of me was altered against my will. No amount of restoration can undo what was taken. No amount of anger can give me back what I lost.

Genuinely brutal