Im trying to get better, trying to improve my life, maybe ill go to trade school, i know 25 yo going trade after university is weird, but i just wanna do something else.
Ill give 0 shit about becoming like a millionaire or a celebrity. I know that shit is over.
Ill still like looksmaxx and hit the gym.
I guess I give up on women, i mean the last few years I really tried hard and there were a lot of decent women I guess but they all have like different ambitions and the options of Chads is just incomparable with what I am so its understandable they dont want my doomer ass. I wish I could get a girlfriend, but the times are too hard and I just dont want to be a slave to Social Media either.
Not sure about friends either, id love to have some, but itd just so rare these days to come along real friends. Ive just been betrayed one time to much. I wanna relearn to trust humans and get rid of my grief. It'll be hard, thats why I go to therapy now, it might be a cope, but hey in the end i can still rightfully say "well this is a thing I did".
My parents somewhat accepted that my bluepilled childhood goals (house, loyal traditional loving wife, kids, nice car, vacation) are all unreachable for most Gen Z and Alpha, especially from my current position, but i also cant just stay a NEET forever, just wageslaves till death it is. Its depressing, gives me an unease feeling, makes me anxious, but i must accept that thats just how it is.
Born to late to travel the world, born to soon to reach the stars, born just in time to experience sluts becoming millionaires for ass and pussy pics, while slaving for a coorp that gives a huge shit about your existence.