
LonelyATM
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- Joined
- Dec 17, 2022
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I can't take this shit anymore, it seems that God made man's nature that way it is just for the joke, every time I meet a pretty girl my manners change completely, I speak softly to her, I treat her like a princess, and I get nervous when she talks to me. yesterday at work i had a little chat with the cute new HR secretary, she was very polite to me and i knew that if she stayed with me i would do EVERYTHING she asked of me. but it's just an illusion, if i ask her out, she'll reject just like all the other ones, a girl like that has so many chads chasing after her that the mere fact that if a guy like me shows any intention of having a relationship with her, will be seen as creepy, or a joke for her and her friends to laugh at me.
why god? why did the lord gave me natural instincts but made me unable to fulfill them? I want to go back to how I was when I was 7 years old, to look at a woman and feel nothing, this damn nature of men only brings me pain.
i'm not kidding when i tell you i'm thinking of having a chemical castration just to make this shit stop.
why god? why did the lord gave me natural instincts but made me unable to fulfill them? I want to go back to how I was when I was 7 years old, to look at a woman and feel nothing, this damn nature of men only brings me pain.
i'm not kidding when i tell you i'm thinking of having a chemical castration just to make this shit stop.