Brocel , my condolences that other brocels may have made you feel that way. Ignore them if possible . Sadly , many here may have lost their empathy during the process of being Blackpilled and may involve mistreating other brocels unintentionally or unfortunately intentionally .
If it makes you feel any better brocel , I know that feeling of not being able to fit into a community . I dropped out multiple times out of high schools due to the lack of productivity and the lack of feeling included in a community contributed to poor social skills . Of course there’s other factors but this was definitely a contributing factor .
I know what it’s like to be cussed out by an entire class of a deeply religious Christian high school school . Being told that I wasn’t wanted there and screamed at by the foids and their simps . Cursing me and telling me to get out of here and staring me down .
Mind you for a petty reason , if I can recall it was about how I wasn’t attentive during the foid’s teacher rant in the morning which she does daily . It doesn’t make any sense to mob hate for something like that but they just used it to justify themselves . I dropped our 1-2 days after that and I cried my heart out when I got home .
I thought that maybe I had a community in this school but they simply hated me as the religious hypocrites they are .
Right now I’m at my wageslave job . Not one moment where I’m not bothered by a normie . They stare me down , they make nasty remarks , they try to bait me into a verbal argument , they try to play their normie mind games and humiliate me ,
What normies do to me is criminal . Trust me I’ve stood up to them physically and verbally but that got me in trouble only leading me to have to be careful nowadays . It’s stressful knowing that everywhere I personally go , I know that the hate I receive is real . And I’ve proven it multiple times as I’ve observed their actions . Such as simple things like when they look at me VS how they look at others . They look at me up and down with an aggressive look VS they look others for a moment and look away politely and respectfully .
It’s very easy to get into a fight with a normie as an incel . All you need to do is just exist around them .
Our lives are painful . I can see why some brocels just said “fuck it” and took their lives . Rest In peace …
