I unironically don't believe it exists—not how most people think of it, anyway. I am confident that the 'soul,' 'spirit,' or whatever one chooses to call it, continues to live on to what could very well be eternity. One simply goes through body after body, constantly starting over in life again repeatedly with no memory of who they once were. However, who you actually
are—something akin to a 'personality' but more abstract—remains constant.
Obviously, it sounds insane. It started off as just a stupid cope I forged together that was fun to think about, and I obviously didn't truly believe in it. It was
just plausible enough that I kept it around and quite enjoyed dwelling on the thought every now and then. Ridiculous stuff such as fantasizing who I used to be, how I have remained and matured into the same general 'person' again and again, held back only by my own mortality.
Well, I make it sound like I thought about it often, but it was only occasionally. In one particular case, I was dwelling on the thought one day because of a strange dream I had a few days prior that kind of related. However, just as I was ruminating, I got a random notification on my phone from JewTube. I decided to check it out because I was doing literally nothing else important and may as well have.
IT WAS THIS
MY JAW IMMEDIATELY DROPPED. The cunt even
called me by my proper name for zero reason. On top of that, the way he structured his thing literally could not have been interpreted any way other than this person speaking to me as if he fully expected me to know what I was talking about. Mind you, I have NOTHING on my profile on ANY PLATFORM that would suggest that I thought this. He never responded back to my reply either.
It very well could have been a coincidence, and that's honestly the most likely explanation. Still, it makes my hairs stand up a bit...