I decided to look at the family photos to see how I stand lookswise compared to other people (those are the only photos in the social setting that I have jfl), it only made me realise how truly disgusting I am, its one thing taking selfies of yourself in order to evaluate your subhumanity its another actually SEEING yourself in a social setting where everyone mogs you into oblivion.
I told my dad about this and the first thing he said "no, you look good" or "that was just a bad picture, camera distorts images", it doesnt matter if I try to argue by saying "then how come everyone else looks decent/acceptable BUT NOT ME" he will keep on denying/refusing to acknowledge my subhumanity.
If I try to bring up looksmaxxing topics he looks at me as if I was being insane.
I told my dad about this and the first thing he said "no, you look good" or "that was just a bad picture, camera distorts images", it doesnt matter if I try to argue by saying "then how come everyone else looks decent/acceptable BUT NOT ME" he will keep on denying/refusing to acknowledge my subhumanity.
If I try to bring up looksmaxxing topics he looks at me as if I was being insane.
