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The beginning of the realization of the end:
For me it started in late 2018, when I was watching Looks Theory (anyone remember that channel?) on YouTube and realized that I didn't have the chad traits - I'd more or less known I was ugly since I hit puberty, but I still coped for some time by telling myself it wasn't as bad as I thought. It then led to me finding faceandlms's videos. Then with me realizing how bad it was and also after several mind breaking rejections and some things that happened irl, I vented on reddit at the start of 2019.
One of my first posts on one of my old accounts was a vent on FA, then on incelswithouthate. Around February, I found braincels, which was better for me(I liked the humor) and I stayed there until late March. It was a good cope since the memes made my situation seem less real.
At this point, I'd known about .co, but hadn't really accepted it was over yet, so I didn't want to join (JFL @ me). I also used lookism.net, and had my face rated there privately by three users, where I was rated a 3/10 in mid april.
Finally, I said it was over. And then I registered here on April 22, 2019 and made my first thread two days later after getting approved
For me it started in late 2018, when I was watching Looks Theory (anyone remember that channel?) on YouTube and realized that I didn't have the chad traits - I'd more or less known I was ugly since I hit puberty, but I still coped for some time by telling myself it wasn't as bad as I thought. It then led to me finding faceandlms's videos. Then with me realizing how bad it was and also after several mind breaking rejections and some things that happened irl, I vented on reddit at the start of 2019.
One of my first posts on one of my old accounts was a vent on FA, then on incelswithouthate. Around February, I found braincels, which was better for me(I liked the humor) and I stayed there until late March. It was a good cope since the memes made my situation seem less real.
At this point, I'd known about .co, but hadn't really accepted it was over yet, so I didn't want to join (JFL @ me). I also used lookism.net, and had my face rated there privately by three users, where I was rated a 3/10 in mid april.
Finally, I said it was over. And then I registered here on April 22, 2019 and made my first thread two days later after getting approved
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