Animas
This isn't even my final form
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TLDR: For a long time I searched for the blackpill but the internet, SJW articles, and media held me back from finding the community on the internet. It wasnt until I heard about this community on the news that I looked it up specifically and found it. I realized society and women do their best to keep us from the truth.
How did you guys find this place? Did you also have difficulty finding the blackpill online?
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So I used to always search up on google stuff about tinder, because tinder was the only place where I felt that the dating imbalance was actually seen. I didnt understand why I wasnt getting any matches, or why I was struggling so much. I actually wound up on Yik Yak/Swiflie around a year ago which was almost like a pseduo incel forum. Lots of blackpills always posted, guys posting and complaining about their looks and that women care about looks etc. The problem is whenever I would vent there about blackpill I would get instantly shut down by white knights and roasties. The worse part is the would tell me WOMEN were the ones that had it EASY. Thats the WORSE part. They couldnt even accept it and be like hey man im sorry like its true but thats just how life works. No they insult me, tell me it was my personality, tell me a bunch of bullshit. I would tell them and explain that men have it way harder. I would explain to them that women have it easier and explain about tinder, about how she could easily find a guy.. They wouldnt budge. They would say tinder was just guys who wanted sex. I would explain that was ridiculous and not true and there were thousands of guys there dying for a gf. They would deny. White knights would back them up. It was fucking absolute ragefuel.
Eventually at this point I started going a bit crazy. I felt like maybe I was actually insane. Like I was one of the few that saw that there was something terribly wrong. I try to do research about it online, looking up about how tinder is hard for men, only to find MORE SJW FEMINIST articles about how dating was waaay HARDER for WYMYNZ. At this point I was just ready to sperg out and go batshit, there was no where i belonged. The PUA community was bluepilled, the people I knew were bluepilled, the media and internet was bluepilled. Men were being shit on and decimated and no one cared, even worse, they believed the OPPOSITE that women had it HARDER.
Before I busted a blood vessel in my brain I was able to find out about the community. I saw incels on the news and I was intriged. I looked it up and voila, lo and behold, everything I had been looking for in one place. I knew I wasnt alone. I knew I wasnt insane. I think its better to be blackpilled and know that surgery, traveling, or just giving up are the choices that one really has, the bluepill isnt real and beating myself up about things wasnt the right way to do it. It was liberating to know I knew all along it wasnt my fault, that men really did have it harder.
Women dont want this, women didnt want me to find this community, or to experience rational conversation about dating. They will always try to hold us back but we will grow, because people are doing the same thing I was, which was searching for the truth. I feel like I actually can relate to others instead of sitting frustrated and alone in my room with nothing to do. They literally try to brainwash you into believing youre insane. I guess this story was really to show just how sensored and bluepilled the internet has become that for months I was basically searching for the blackpill and the internet didnt let me do it. It wasnt until I specifically typed in incel into the search bar that I was able to pinpoint this place. Anyways like I said earlier how did you guys find this place? And did you have difficulty as well?
How did you guys find this place? Did you also have difficulty finding the blackpill online?
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So I used to always search up on google stuff about tinder, because tinder was the only place where I felt that the dating imbalance was actually seen. I didnt understand why I wasnt getting any matches, or why I was struggling so much. I actually wound up on Yik Yak/Swiflie around a year ago which was almost like a pseduo incel forum. Lots of blackpills always posted, guys posting and complaining about their looks and that women care about looks etc. The problem is whenever I would vent there about blackpill I would get instantly shut down by white knights and roasties. The worse part is the would tell me WOMEN were the ones that had it EASY. Thats the WORSE part. They couldnt even accept it and be like hey man im sorry like its true but thats just how life works. No they insult me, tell me it was my personality, tell me a bunch of bullshit. I would tell them and explain that men have it way harder. I would explain to them that women have it easier and explain about tinder, about how she could easily find a guy.. They wouldnt budge. They would say tinder was just guys who wanted sex. I would explain that was ridiculous and not true and there were thousands of guys there dying for a gf. They would deny. White knights would back them up. It was fucking absolute ragefuel.
Eventually at this point I started going a bit crazy. I felt like maybe I was actually insane. Like I was one of the few that saw that there was something terribly wrong. I try to do research about it online, looking up about how tinder is hard for men, only to find MORE SJW FEMINIST articles about how dating was waaay HARDER for WYMYNZ. At this point I was just ready to sperg out and go batshit, there was no where i belonged. The PUA community was bluepilled, the people I knew were bluepilled, the media and internet was bluepilled. Men were being shit on and decimated and no one cared, even worse, they believed the OPPOSITE that women had it HARDER.
Before I busted a blood vessel in my brain I was able to find out about the community. I saw incels on the news and I was intriged. I looked it up and voila, lo and behold, everything I had been looking for in one place. I knew I wasnt alone. I knew I wasnt insane. I think its better to be blackpilled and know that surgery, traveling, or just giving up are the choices that one really has, the bluepill isnt real and beating myself up about things wasnt the right way to do it. It was liberating to know I knew all along it wasnt my fault, that men really did have it harder.
Women dont want this, women didnt want me to find this community, or to experience rational conversation about dating. They will always try to hold us back but we will grow, because people are doing the same thing I was, which was searching for the truth. I feel like I actually can relate to others instead of sitting frustrated and alone in my room with nothing to do. They literally try to brainwash you into believing youre insane. I guess this story was really to show just how sensored and bluepilled the internet has become that for months I was basically searching for the blackpill and the internet didnt let me do it. It wasnt until I specifically typed in incel into the search bar that I was able to pinpoint this place. Anyways like I said earlier how did you guys find this place? And did you have difficulty as well?