How did you feel when you realized that it's truly over ?

[Subhumancel]

For me, the universe stopped for a moment and i died from the inside. I was never that bluepilled to begin with, i thought confidence mattered and all this shit, but i also knew i'am incel because i'am a subhuman ugly manlet.

But when i truly realized how it's over and how i can do nothing except LDAR, i simply died at this moment. I don't know how i'm living at this point, but i'am completely soulless with no emotions now.

 

[Puto]

I felt like the world made more sense and that a burden had been lifted

 

[marin]

that life is a fucking scam as a sub8 male

 

[Subhumancel]

that life is a fucking scam as a sub8 male

There's no life as a sub6 male. And if you're a sub4, you're not even a human at this point.

 

[marin]

There's no life as a sub6 male. And if you're a sub4, you're not even a human at this point.

Tfw you are sub4

 

[johndoe5]

I am at peace now.

 

[BlackPill47]

Disappointed.

Now? Meh. The Black Pill sustains me.

 

[nausea]

Dead inside

now I am used to the smell of the carcass

 

[weservenomsg]

like all my suffering could have been avoided

 

[incel20]

during childhood when I never succeeded socially and how I was constantly beaten by my parents to get good grades

now Im in college and nothing has changed. I've lost motivation to do much of anything and I know I will fail in life. even a good job wont get you
genuine friends and a loving girlfriend. as we all know love doesnt exist anymore. relationships between men and woman have devolved in to a hypergamous competition that makes it known that you lose everyday in every way possible

 

[JovanD]

I never had a "moment" so to speak, it was more of a slow progression trough desasterous social interactions and all the normies beating me down.

 

[Oodar]

The black pill would be great to swallow if I had somewhere to go to live a dignified existence. Anything Point Break-esque would more than cut it for me.

This sucks just sitting around and listening to music, smoking weed, and posting with you goofballs. I'd rather be base jumping, surfing, hitting on some hot girl I just met, meeting interesting people, risking death, and THEN ACTUALLY DYING.

What have I got to lose? Nothing, and yet I live a more defensive life than anyone with my parents. My life is despicable. I just wish I had about $10k, and guaranteed I'd at least book a flight to an exotic place where I'd most likely risk death, as any opportunity to do so would be considered heavily.

 

[pm_me_ur_metatarsals]

I decided to fuck escorts and spent 80% of my time drunk. Felt really good until I became 30 and my body said "fuck you, I'm not takign this abuse anymore."

So now I only stay drunk 50% of the time.

 

[Deleted member 1252]

At first, intense pain, heartbreak, longing, and sadness.

But now, mostly just relief. Tired and comfortable. Numb and apathetic.

I’ll sui at some point fairly soon, not sure when, but soon.

 

[a-virgin-nigger]

Autistic heartbreak and then a sense of meh/relief. The blackpill enlightened me greatly.

 

[sepelion]

I decided to fuck escorts and spent 80% of my time drunk. Felt really good until I became 30 and my body said "fuck you, I'm not takign this abuse anymore."

So now I only stay drunk 50% of the time.

Aging does blow. I suggest TRT.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

I dont even care that much anymore, i dont have to worry about spending money on woman, being cheated on, being a beta bux, divorce, child support. I just accepted this is my fate. Cant fight it so may aswell just accept it.