Venting How come you not feel tired enough to toss out of the shithole society

[nico]

My age is 22 , which would seem quite young to most of the users here but I don't feel that way.
I have always felt older than I was , never fitted in with my age group fellows and when I tried to get into the older ones specifically the ones I admired and aspired to be like, rejected me and sometimes even used and tossed me out.

It's like now there's really nothing to look forward to, for the past 6 years I'm running on deadlines and fears.
Not the fears of failure or rejection but the general fears of getting disowned by parents or to not be able to score enough to get a job .

There's days where I don't feel nothing and there are minutes where I feel a thousand bullets striking me in the chest.
Both of these scenarios kill me and destroy the man and his will inside of me.

I really don't see any benefits of anything and that's only because I have tried them before and they have done nothing for me.

Whether it's improving looks or grades or being religious or having a hobby or being good with people.
If all of them atleast had given me a peaceful heart, I'd have never stopped.
But unfortunately peace comes from outside factors, which never changed for me.

I don't know if a youngcel is reading it but if you are, never get up.
Well it depends on case to case but if you're sub5 and short, you should never waste time with these things .

If I have to survive then why not keep it like I want to.
Materials suck, I never had them but I'm pretty sure it's miserable to have them if you aren't anything without them.

Just gotta breathe and live without any delusional stress that society creates to keep the normies in check.

 

[The Wolf]

I am 28. I feel like 16 and 56 at the same time.

16 because of my 5'4 height and very light weight, total inexperience with girls, not good in social situations.
56 because I'm always tired, low energy, and have little to look forward too, except having to start a job soon and needing my own place, both of which are bad for me.

 

[nico]

I am 28. I feel like 16 and 56 at the same time.

16 because of my 5'4 height and very light weight, total inexperience with girls, not good in social situations.
56 because I'm always tired, low energy, and have little to look forward too, except having to start a job soon and needing my own place, both of which are bad for me.

that's bad .
How's it going.
Hope you find a job soon.

 

[antisocialcel]

I'm 23 and I hate society, I hate people, I hate going outside, I've lost the will to live in this world the way it is, I want to live the rest of my existence isolated. Fuck this world. Fuck stupid normie simps.

 

[poorenglishcel]

Fear is all i have ever felt. I wish i never ever went to school. I was always so afraid in there. All other kids went there to be with their friends, but i was only there to a studycuck. But it wasn't a voluntary choice. I never had any options. I did everything which was expected of me without ever questioning. All that effort, all that stress, all that time, all that blood and sweat, for what? To just hang myself alone in my room in the end. I don't wanna be a wagie in the future. I am tired of being scared of these lowlife normie thugs around me such as the teachers in school and colleges. There is no escape for me except death. At least after dying i would be free from the dread. But i hate how the normie faggots will contiue to live and enjoy their lives even after i am gone the same way they have always been doing.

 

[Mr.Breb]

16 because of my 5'4 height and very light weight, total inexperience with girls

when it comes to girls 16 is too old
Probably 12 or 13

 

[nico]

I'm 23 and I hate society, I hate people, I hate going outside, I've lost the will to live in this world the way it is, I want to live the rest of my existence isolated. Fuck this world. Fuck stupid normie simps.

people are the evil they claim us to be

 

[nico]

when it comes to girls 16 is too old
Probably 12 or 13

some are late boomers

 

[Grodd]

I don't even partake in society

 

[nico]

Fear is all i have ever felt. I wish i never ever went to school. I was always so afraid in there. All other kids went there to be with their friends, but i was only there to a studycuck. But it wasn't a voluntary choice. I never had any options. I did everything which was expected of me without ever questioning. All that effort, all that stress, all that time, all that blood and sweat, for what? To just hang myself alone in my room in the end. I don't wanna be a wagie in the future. I am tired of being scared of these lowlife normie thugs around me such as the teachers in school and colleges. There is no escape for me except death. At least after dying i would be free from the dread. But i hate how the normie faggots will contiue to live and enjoy their lives even after i am gone the same way they have always been doing.

that's true brother.
Although I'd suggest other ways to escape the misery.
First step would be to not do anything forcefully and if u cant quit it then make a path to quit it forever.
Hope that helps

 

[nico]

I don't even partake in society

it takes privilege to be that way

 

[The Wolf]

that's bad .
How's it going.
Hope you find a job soon.

thanks.
not too good.

 

[nico]

thanks.
not too good.

hope it gets better very soon.

 

[The Wolf]

hope it gets better very soon.

thank you bro.