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i've been NEET for almost 2 years now because of online school & switching university courses. plus, i've completely stopped using social media so i no longer expose myself to the lives of my peers, which is often posts of them drinking & partying.
i started going to the gym again just so i can sleep better at night but i am constantly reminded that i'm genetic trash when i see couples or females, something i will never have. i have to attend physical classes soon and i think i'm going to feel extra frustrated while i adjust to it all.
please give me advice so i can cope. i know the lives of normies can be argued to be as equally shitty as everyone elses as they have their own problems and everyone is going to die anyway. despite it all, i am somehow unable to get over the fact that i will never be desirable to a girl no matter how much looksmaxxing i try, i will never know that feeling. the frustration in the moment is so intense i think about stabbing a person. i know the frustration is temporary & fleeting, but i hate how i still find myself feeling like that, despite being blackpilled 6 months ago. i feel like i should be above it all by now.
i was super low inhib back then and approached upwards of 50+ women & tried all dating apps before finding out it's fucking over for me. ever since landwhale curries reject me, i knew it's fucking over and stopped trying altogether.
please share your wisdom with me, i'm fucking retarded over here. i need to perform mental acrobatics and tell myself at least i'm not dying of starvation in africa to make myself feel better.
i started going to the gym again just so i can sleep better at night but i am constantly reminded that i'm genetic trash when i see couples or females, something i will never have. i have to attend physical classes soon and i think i'm going to feel extra frustrated while i adjust to it all.
please give me advice so i can cope. i know the lives of normies can be argued to be as equally shitty as everyone elses as they have their own problems and everyone is going to die anyway. despite it all, i am somehow unable to get over the fact that i will never be desirable to a girl no matter how much looksmaxxing i try, i will never know that feeling. the frustration in the moment is so intense i think about stabbing a person. i know the frustration is temporary & fleeting, but i hate how i still find myself feeling like that, despite being blackpilled 6 months ago. i feel like i should be above it all by now.
i was super low inhib back then and approached upwards of 50+ women & tried all dating apps before finding out it's fucking over for me. ever since landwhale curries reject me, i knew it's fucking over and stopped trying altogether.
please share your wisdom with me, i'm fucking retarded over here. i need to perform mental acrobatics and tell myself at least i'm not dying of starvation in africa to make myself feel better.