How can I surpass my Alter Ego

[AragisBrownDevil]

Hail I am aragis.I am 26 years old 6.2 inch 5/10 low self esteem,sex driven virgin guy from middle east (East of Turkey) neither ı have dated or had sex with any females nor did ı kiss with any females so far.I couldnt attract females attention.They never desired me and hooked up with me They always tried to approach me in friend zone.I failed to appeal them. because ı am beta low budget student average looking nerd looser who is stucked in conservative,fundamentalist and predestinationist society.I dont have sacred 3 trinities such as Look,Money and Status.Therefore I suffer with lonesome and isolation from women.Girls dont give me a shit in university either.Even if Patriarchy is strong in my lands.Only Alpha Chadlite and Wealthy normie guys can pick up women while we beta incels watch them.My isolation and virginity fuel my misogyny It makes me brutish and violent day by day.In order not to be violent misogynist serial killer and stalker. I pour my anger,wrath,misogyny and inner thoughts into computer games ,blog post and internet to satistfy my convictions.This method heals and reinforces my mental health and status as well but it gives me casual outcomes.When ı am free and not preoccupied by anything then I usually browse around omegle in order to find out some foids and mingle with them for having cyber sex and defeat my misogynism. Then consequently my wrath and rage rise out because all foids skip me without batting their eyelids and they mistreat me,they humiliate me ,as if ı was subhuman and pervert beast because of my middle eastern looking hence ı desire to butcher women.Their attitudes reinforce my misogyny.These reasons turned me into misogynist and impacted my real life as well.I behave women in my classroom as though ı am going to beat them or butcher them.I am completely twisted and plot to start mayhem towards many women in my city.But ı am hesitant to commit a massacre against foids.I have bipolar affective disorder this is why sometimes ı can not control my bipolarity and ı desire to beat foids even kill them in a brutal way but why should ı waste my life for blood saturated,soiled with urine,smelly and hairly sperm watered disgusting vagina.ı need your wisdom of commentary to overcome my alter ego otherwhise ı will slay some women around me because when ı imagine foids having get killed by brutal killing methods it really relieves my stress and boredom.Psyhiatrists are so superficial.They just desire to absorb me with bewildering IQ drainer zombification drugs.They only care about money not their client's pyschology.Therefore ı require your hints, comrades.Show me way to surpass my alter animalish ego.Otherwhise ı will waste my life for inferior foids and ı will butcher them so violently because Foid's ego and self esteem flips me out and twist my mind....



Best Regards from Armenian Highland(East of Turkey)
Live long and Prosper Incel Community.

 

[Kirito3]

Just extract its chakra bro



In all seriousness though, not enough info. For starters, bipolar and borderline are two different disorders. One is an anxiety disorder and the other one is a dissociative one. Which do you have?

 

[Deleted member 9229]

Damm are you like that nigga from Split with multiple identities

 

[AragisBrownDevil]

ı have dissociative one comrade ı have characteristic paradox

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Damm are you like that nigga from Split with multiple identities

 

[Michael15651]

In all seriousness though, not enough info. For starters, bipolar and borderline are two different disorders. One is an anxiety disorder and the other one is a dissociative one. Which do you have?