So there was some quiz competition and many people including foid's participated in the competition. One of foid from my med school ends up winning it. Now everyone is congratulating her and smiling face actually is making me angry. I also have to clapp for her because everyone was clapping. I actually don't like if any foid achieve anything because most foids already have looks which makes them feel superior and with the academic brilliance or other success their arrogance increases more.
I thought of joining quiz competition next time so I can destroy their arrogance but then I realised I have my exams coming up and most importantly the quizzes are objective and majority of time one word answers whereas exams in med school are subjective. So too prepare for objective questions I need extra more time and even then it's not guaranteed I can win. Maybe I would just end up embarassing myself and quize competition also takes place infront of people. So I have to get on stage. So, I won't be able to win as I would not able to answer due to stage fear or I would end up getting overwhelmed.
My focus right now should on my med school examinations. Maybe there i can score more than her. But right now I just don't feel any good because of her. Everyone just talks about her and how smart she is. I just want to cope her success. I really hate when foid achieve something.
I thought of joining quiz competition next time so I can destroy their arrogance but then I realised I have my exams coming up and most importantly the quizzes are objective and majority of time one word answers whereas exams in med school are subjective. So too prepare for objective questions I need extra more time and even then it's not guaranteed I can win. Maybe I would just end up embarassing myself and quize competition also takes place infront of people. So I have to get on stage. So, I won't be able to win as I would not able to answer due to stage fear or I would end up getting overwhelmed.
My focus right now should on my med school examinations. Maybe there i can score more than her. But right now I just don't feel any good because of her. Everyone just talks about her and how smart she is. I just want to cope her success. I really hate when foid achieve something.
