RealSchizo
defeated by the agepill and reality
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- Joined
- Nov 22, 2022
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Honestly there is literally nothing to do for me besides playing video games. I don't even want to play them but I am forced to because even if I go out what am I going to do realistically ? Nothing.
I don't even care about ranks anymore because I just play out of not having anything else to do. I just keep spamming games on cs2 and league. Don't care whether I lose, perform bad or win. Playing single player games is too much effort for me too because I am too lazy to force myself to learn a new game and its mechanics.
Used to care a lot about whether I am climbing the ranking ladders in the past now everything is irrelevant.
There are so many nice things to do outside if you had a girlfriend to go out with. It's brutal being forced to rot because of your looks. My body is decaying I start giving less shit about my appearance and eat what I want, don't exercise because it doesn't matter whether I am fit or not it's the same shit.
Honestly fuck this shitty life I understand why there are so many people with high body fat , most men are unmotivated and life keeps throwing shit at their face.
All of that because I was dealt with horrible cards in life.
I don't even care about ranks anymore because I just play out of not having anything else to do. I just keep spamming games on cs2 and league. Don't care whether I lose, perform bad or win. Playing single player games is too much effort for me too because I am too lazy to force myself to learn a new game and its mechanics.
Used to care a lot about whether I am climbing the ranking ladders in the past now everything is irrelevant.
There are so many nice things to do outside if you had a girlfriend to go out with. It's brutal being forced to rot because of your looks. My body is decaying I start giving less shit about my appearance and eat what I want, don't exercise because it doesn't matter whether I am fit or not it's the same shit.
Honestly fuck this shitty life I understand why there are so many people with high body fat , most men are unmotivated and life keeps throwing shit at their face.
All of that because I was dealt with horrible cards in life.