Sure, it felt horrible to accept that you are mostly valued for the qualities you cannot change or have a say on, but ever since I realized there are things i will never be able to change, life has been so much easier. I no longer am delusional. I no longer spend nights thinking about why a foid isn't responding to me, I no longer wonder why my "friends" didn't invite me to eat at their table during school lunch. I no longer wonder why that one time i was assigned to do a project in school with 4 foids, for an anitre hour they freely let themselves burp around me (I never even saw them do it between themselves), talked about how hot the guys in the parallel class are. I was sitting there, completely emasculated, and wondering wether i'm wearing a bad "outfit"
or is it my haircut?
See, I no longer spend sleepless, depression-inducing hours pondering the reason of myself being an outcast. Now, I know. The whole time, I was playing the game without ANY strong cards. Once I learned that the laws of nature have molded me into a creature that would a few centuries ago be sent off to war to die to keep it out of the gene pool - something broke in me. I am not depressed. I am somewhat even happy - despite being a genetic dead end, I can still enjoy many privileges of life that historically weren't reserved for us incels. Even better, I have a good chance to outlive Chads, as manlets live longer on average. I even started reading books, and my (((ADHD))) is getting better. I will probably start working out soon (not in the gym tho, cause it's a meme), and also I live near a lake so i've been swimming in cold water (immunitycels BTFO). Alo thinking about quitting porn, but I need to finish my L0l33 playlist first xdd
Frens, society wants you uncomfy, helpless, depressed, and dead as soon a possible. Make sure you spit in their face my staying as comfy and cozy as you can.
or is it my haircut? See, I no longer spend sleepless, depression-inducing hours pondering the reason of myself being an outcast. Now, I know. The whole time, I was playing the game without ANY strong cards. Once I learned that the laws of nature have molded me into a creature that would a few centuries ago be sent off to war to die to keep it out of the gene pool - something broke in me. I am not depressed. I am somewhat even happy - despite being a genetic dead end, I can still enjoy many privileges of life that historically weren't reserved for us incels. Even better, I have a good chance to outlive Chads, as manlets live longer on average. I even started reading books, and my (((ADHD))) is getting better. I will probably start working out soon (not in the gym tho, cause it's a meme), and also I live near a lake so i've been swimming in cold water (immunitycels BTFO). Alo thinking about quitting porn, but I need to finish my L0l33 playlist first xdd
Frens, society wants you uncomfy, helpless, depressed, and dead as soon a possible. Make sure you spit in their face my staying as comfy and cozy as you can.
