Ever since I was like 10 years old I had no patience to grow up and somehow look better. I had that burning hope inside of me that things could be better as I aged and turned into a taller better looking confident person, but that never happened.
I clinged onto this hope it was the only reason I acknowledged to keep going, but as the reader can tell that never happened in fact puberty did me even worse. I clinged onto this idea of growing up for the majority of my life but realized how over it was when I entered my late teens and saw that no major change in my face and height occured.
I wanted to show everyone that bullied me how much I've changed, how much prettier and confident I've become but instead got a kick in the balls. It hurts me to this day where is this naive kid now ? This naive kid has lost all hope in life now. He has no reason to keep going now. Nothing to float the boat.
I clinged onto this hope it was the only reason I acknowledged to keep going, but as the reader can tell that never happened in fact puberty did me even worse. I clinged onto this idea of growing up for the majority of my life but realized how over it was when I entered my late teens and saw that no major change in my face and height occured.
I wanted to show everyone that bullied me how much I've changed, how much prettier and confident I've become but instead got a kick in the balls. It hurts me to this day where is this naive kid now ? This naive kid has lost all hope in life now. He has no reason to keep going now. Nothing to float the boat.
