I am an ugly asian male. I see the way people look at me like I am a nobody and I do not exist. I once had a female childhood friend tell me it's not hard to talk to people if I just go outside to bars and parties. I got so angry and wanted to tell her, but she was my friend since kindergarten. I've had a 19 year crush on her. She's pretty attractive and literally people tend to talk to attractive people more than people like me. Like does she not know people tend to talk to those who are more attractive? I went to a bar with her once and 3 different guys bought her drinks that night. I sat in the corner watching everyone else have fun while thinking about killing myself. She went home with one of those guys later that night. I made sure she was safe and ok with that guy before going home. She said she would text me the next day. She didn't. No one ever really notices me.
Where was she from? I want to create this mixx breading with a sheboon 
