Brainlet
Retard
★★
- Joined
- May 7, 2018
- Posts
- 122
My mum's boyfriend, my sister's boyfriend and my brother's girlfriend all came round for dinner yesterday. I tried to interact for a bit but when it was time to sit down and eat I couldn't bare looking like such a fucking autistic loner so I just said I wasn't hungry and just sat in my room alone for the next 3 hours and waited for them to leave fighting back tears, thinking to myself why the fuck can't I just be normal Everyone has got someone and I'm just a lonely fucking virgin loser WHY IS IT SO FUCKING HARD
After a few hours it was probably around 23:00 I decided to go to bed and read a book, I enjoy reading not only as a form of escapism but it's also the fastest way for me to get really sleepy. After a few pages I hear my sister and her boyfriend in her bedroom next door, and they actually start fucking. The bed is creaking and I can hear muffled moans. At this point I'm slowly entering a state of intense rage, I go to my desk and grab my noise cancelling headphones and just try to go to sleep but I can't, the more I try to ignore the noise the louder it seems to get. So I take them off and drop them to the floor next to my bed and just yell "Shut the fuck up" Then there is silence for the rest of the night.
It's OVER
After a few hours it was probably around 23:00 I decided to go to bed and read a book, I enjoy reading not only as a form of escapism but it's also the fastest way for me to get really sleepy. After a few pages I hear my sister and her boyfriend in her bedroom next door, and they actually start fucking. The bed is creaking and I can hear muffled moans. At this point I'm slowly entering a state of intense rage, I go to my desk and grab my noise cancelling headphones and just try to go to sleep but I can't, the more I try to ignore the noise the louder it seems to get. So I take them off and drop them to the floor next to my bed and just yell "Shut the fuck up" Then there is silence for the rest of the night.
It's OVER