Serious Hentai and Porn Keep Me Calm and Sane So I Don't Hurt Others

[yoshitakekira]

I fap off 6x a day, I literally fap myself to sleep to porn and wakeup with hours of hentai, and all I think about during the day is porn.

I am so devoid of interaction from girls my age, and the pain of being rejected and humiliated still hurts, so I resort to isolation and hoping for a group of friends like in Konosuba or Persona 4.

I hope someday life will be better, but if not, then I will be the monster I need to be, a degenerate fap demon who workouts and is full of rage

 

[needgirlfriend+tits]

where u live bro ? how are the group friends in persona 4 and konosuba ?

 

[sultryloser]

hoping for a group of friends like in Konosuba or Persona 4.

Good luck getting that if you didn't grow up with it. And gooder luck if you think you can get it without being attractive in adulthood. I'm going to echo something I read on PUAhate years ago, or paraphrase.
You need to make your friends early in life. If you grow up average without any friends, you're fucked, because you'll have to access to women. People in cliques don't generally want new friends unless you are very good looking (Looks), are rich (Money), or are tremendously talented at something (Status).
That being said, your best chance is to forget about blackpill if you can and just try your luck in some community college or other school. You'll need an artificial environment like school, because that's a time where there's less constriction due to jobs, housing, marriage (if it does happen), children, and the impeding disregard for life some point down the road.
It's tough to take in, but you'll know how your life is going to go by the end of HS, and there's rarely a do-over.

 

[iamanon11111]

how old are you again?

 

[yoshitakekira]

how old are you again?

I'm in my mid 20s. I just think it's over for me bro

 

[ERaser]

Why don't you just edge?

 

[Incline]

I fap off 6x a day, I literally fap myself to sleep to porn and wakeup with hours of hentai, and all I think about during the day is porn.

I am so devoid of interaction from girls my age, and the pain of being rejected and humiliated still hurts, so I resort to isolation and hoping for a group of friends like in Konosuba or Persona 4.

I hope someday life will be better, but if not, then I will be the monster I need to be, a degenerate fap demon who workouts and is full of rage

same bro

 

[TouhouMathcel]

Hopepill

 

[JamesMLM]

Same, when I’m horny I get even more depressed because I’m all alone

 

[Incedel]

I'm in my mid 20s. I just think it's over for me bro

nevER let other men tell you whether its ovER or not, they aren't living your life brocel

 

[iamanon11111]

I'm in my mid 20s. I just think it's over for me bro

i assume 25? if so, you got 5 more years before living completely in limbo