I'm here to find just one word, one listen, and sharing for all the pain I feel.
I profoundly dislike human beings, especially women. Around me just people who insult other people with other people. Hate, indifference, egoism everywhere. Most of human beings probably lacks consciousness. Anyone who does have a chip of that can't help but feeling the need of extinction. There's also a form of bad evil battle against the wounded victim out there. They make group to destroy a single person who has weaknesses.
The stupid stigma of a mental ill individual... There can be tons of them who are thousand times more loving, intelligent and sensitive than the majority of normal people. It's just an etiquette, and shamefully it counts in negative way in this unfair, grotesque society.
I don't want to make a complete list of the abominations present in this world. It would be ten volumes of 800 pages each.
The question is: how can you live in this world? If you has a heart and get continuously hurt from other idiots. I find solitude is the inevitable outcome, and drinking alcohol or seeking substances which manipulate vision and perceptions is another inevitable outcome sooner or later. One goes on to hurt himself while trying to shield himself from all this grody retching slime of reality, of life, of human beings.
Better stay with animals, never talk, but it's difficult sometimes when you have family and few responsibility.
Music and drinking helps me soothing my shattered heart, making me fantasize about a fairy distant world and fake my essence and life there, in my magical world made of childhood dreamy rememberings and fantasies where my truest fondest desires are there.
I can't tolerate the power, sharks who draw the entire amount of goods and resources and leave the rest of the world so poor. I can't tolerate that the good isn't the love, compassion for all, joy for every living being. No, it's just not sharing, it's stealing not leaving anything to others.
I don't understand the desire of a girl from the incel. It's far better staying in a bubble and have no eyes and no ears. Love, where it couldn't exist, hurts too much.
I profoundly dislike human beings, especially women. Around me just people who insult other people with other people. Hate, indifference, egoism everywhere. Most of human beings probably lacks consciousness. Anyone who does have a chip of that can't help but feeling the need of extinction. There's also a form of bad evil battle against the wounded victim out there. They make group to destroy a single person who has weaknesses.
The stupid stigma of a mental ill individual... There can be tons of them who are thousand times more loving, intelligent and sensitive than the majority of normal people. It's just an etiquette, and shamefully it counts in negative way in this unfair, grotesque society.
I don't want to make a complete list of the abominations present in this world. It would be ten volumes of 800 pages each.
The question is: how can you live in this world? If you has a heart and get continuously hurt from other idiots. I find solitude is the inevitable outcome, and drinking alcohol or seeking substances which manipulate vision and perceptions is another inevitable outcome sooner or later. One goes on to hurt himself while trying to shield himself from all this grody retching slime of reality, of life, of human beings.
Better stay with animals, never talk, but it's difficult sometimes when you have family and few responsibility.
Music and drinking helps me soothing my shattered heart, making me fantasize about a fairy distant world and fake my essence and life there, in my magical world made of childhood dreamy rememberings and fantasies where my truest fondest desires are there.
I can't tolerate the power, sharks who draw the entire amount of goods and resources and leave the rest of the world so poor. I can't tolerate that the good isn't the love, compassion for all, joy for every living being. No, it's just not sharing, it's stealing not leaving anything to others.
I don't understand the desire of a girl from the incel. It's far better staying in a bubble and have no eyes and no ears. Love, where it couldn't exist, hurts too much.
