I don't care about being tall. I'm 5'5 and Asian and I've accepted it.
The least I can do to better my situation is do constant knuckle push ups, sit ups, squats, and punch myself in order to increase pain tolerance. Because not just women give me problems. Even other men when they see the weak looking dude. And would result in them bullying me.
They only learn to respect me when I growl at em and give em a death stare... or see my calloused knuckles in the break room or in a work meeting.
I'm not trying to be the next Manny Pacquiao or Bruce Lee. Just making sure I have deterrent force in case I have to fight physically again. I've been in give or take 20 street fights because of bullies. First 10 or so were losses. And after that it became stalemates or victories over physically stronger men. Because I have decent fighting skills and high aggression factor. The only kind of men in America with comparable or greater aggression factor are ex-cons and ex-military with high PTSD. I never seen a normie with comparable aggression factor.
I'm the type of guy who would keep attacking even if you land 10 punches for every 1 I land. You gotta knock me out or get me into one of those submission holds to stop me.
Even if you win the fight, you will be guaranteed to be licking some wounds unless you're a professional fighter, or have special forces level combat skills, or if you just got extremely lucky.
I have the fighting skills of an experienced street fighter or amateur MMA fighter. And that's something I can confidently say and its a piece of dignity that I have salvaged.
Yes I'm short and ugly. Nothing I can do about that. But I feel that my fighting skills, intelligence, and spiritual connection to Jesus is what helps retain my self worth and stops me from completely losing it in this good for nothing world.
Hopefully this post is some Life fuel.