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Snhook
I regret every post I’ve ever written on this site
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Whenever I hear about other people’s detailed, kinky sex lives it ignites a fire within me. A force of pure hatred. It reminds me of what I’ve missed out on and what I can never achieve. A mental image of me wallowing in loneliness and sorrow in bed at night while my peers are getting their dicks ridden by Stacies and Beckies on the same night always comes to my mind. It’s sort of like an abstract/indirect form of cuckoldry.
I’m one of the only member in my entire job that can only ever get sex by paying for it and who has never had a girlfriend before. A week ago or so, some of my teammates were having a debate about the best way to eat pussy. I was off to the side listening in on their conversation and felt cucked just be them describing it. It made me want to commit horrible deeds to them (in ROBLOX). It debilitated me for the rest of the day. It reminded me of how I’ll never be desired for who I am but only for what I can give to women. I hate sex-havers and from the bottom of my heart I wish that they may never ever have a day of peace on this earth.
I’m one of the only member in my entire job that can only ever get sex by paying for it and who has never had a girlfriend before. A week ago or so, some of my teammates were having a debate about the best way to eat pussy. I was off to the side listening in on their conversation and felt cucked just be them describing it. It made me want to commit horrible deeds to them (in ROBLOX). It debilitated me for the rest of the day. It reminded me of how I’ll never be desired for who I am but only for what I can give to women. I hate sex-havers and from the bottom of my heart I wish that they may never ever have a day of peace on this earth.