I had a crush on this girl beginning when she first arrived where I’m WagedCaged in 2023. At first, she looked a little cute, but it slowly morphed into a full-on crush. I thought I had a chance and tried the normie way of seeing what I could get into (turns out i absolutely didn’t) and she made immediately by her facial expression changing into a, depressive disappointment, once I began talking to her in a way of meeting sometime, and rejecting my request for a phone number. Fucked me up for a little bit, some nights where I had to cry myself to sleep over it.
She later began belittling me multitudes of times, like when she even came up near where I was sitting on a break with a group of her friends whilst I was minding my business, and her somewhat insulting me to a volume where I could very clearly overhear what she was saying directed towards me, and her couple friends laughing at my despair as I overheard.
Even with that, she’s soooo cute, and despite her physically hating my presence, I couldn’t resist at least letting one out to her in some form after having such a sexual attraction to her for a while. Her social media was the same name as her real-name, so it wasn’t very hard to find. Gooned easily anywhere between 500-1000 times to her posts or just the thought of her spanning that same year until now, slowed down on that in recent times though.
She doesn’t really come near me because she’s disgusted by my physical presence regardless of my actions, but whenever she does just-so-happen to walk in my direction, she immediately looks away from my direction and tries to pivot in the opposite direction.
However, everytime I see her face and her presence, I still get the butterflies and my stomach drops a little. I’m very helpless.
She later began belittling me multitudes of times, like when she even came up near where I was sitting on a break with a group of her friends whilst I was minding my business, and her somewhat insulting me to a volume where I could very clearly overhear what she was saying directed towards me, and her couple friends laughing at my despair as I overheard.
Even with that, she’s soooo cute, and despite her physically hating my presence, I couldn’t resist at least letting one out to her in some form after having such a sexual attraction to her for a while. Her social media was the same name as her real-name, so it wasn’t very hard to find. Gooned easily anywhere between 500-1000 times to her posts or just the thought of her spanning that same year until now, slowed down on that in recent times though.
She doesn’t really come near me because she’s disgusted by my physical presence regardless of my actions, but whenever she does just-so-happen to walk in my direction, she immediately looks away from my direction and tries to pivot in the opposite direction.
However, everytime I see her face and her presence, I still get the butterflies and my stomach drops a little. I’m very helpless.
