ropemaxxer90
Lustcel
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Being a sub 5 autistcel never actually comes with perks. The only things you gain from being one are numerous fucking obstacles. One such obstacle is the inability to form a true genuine friendship with anyone. All I can fucking do is hang around a bunch of fucking normies that I’ve known since I was little because I’m such a slobbering lazy fucking leech who has no desire to do any of his work by himself. Tbh, that’s the only reason I hang out with these fuckers in the first place, even though they treat me like absolute shit. I mean fuck one of them slapped me in the face cuz I accidentally shoved him down some snow a few months back even though I apologized. Worst of all these fuckers always treat my like a fragile little object that’s about to fucking break especially the fucker that slapped me all while thinking he’s clever enough for me not to notice. Fuck that nigga slapped me cuz he knew I was a vulnerable little bitch. He would act hella nice to me in high school cuz he was afraid that I would tell my mom and she would tell him. I have such low confidence and am so high inhib to the point where I just don’t do anything about it cuz I leech off these niggas ever single day instead of actually trying to fucking find friends who genuinely care about me but fuck that will never happen by virtue of being a high inhib autist retard. I just don’t want to be alone in this fucking world. I am so fucking jealous of people who just chat and walk around and look happy with their friends.
But in all honesty this is why I despise people and have no desire to talk to any of them. Fuckers will take advantage over you and exert themselves on to you if they can sense ur vulnerable and will have no fucking respect of your personal boundaries. God I fucking hate normies with a fucking passion. Anyone ever gone through this??
But in all honesty this is why I despise people and have no desire to talk to any of them. Fuckers will take advantage over you and exert themselves on to you if they can sense ur vulnerable and will have no fucking respect of your personal boundaries. God I fucking hate normies with a fucking passion. Anyone ever gone through this??





