Having anxiety whilst being ugly is the most pathetic fucking feeling

[treesarescary]

About a year back I gave myself terrible anxiety and agoraphobia by reading DMT and salvia trip reports (the people who wrote the trip reports would probably think I'm ugly if they saw me too lmfao)

It legit made me scared of existing itself, the trip reports fucked me up so much, I was having back to back panic attacks over and over again, it was fucking horrible

It really made me question reality and I was so anxious I couldn't go outside without having a panic attack so I stayed inside for like months, I ruined my fucking summer by reading trip reports made my people who'd think I'm ugly.

The worst thing about having anxiety whilst being ugly is going through all the mental struggle of being scared and anxious 24/7, overcoming it and having absolutely jack shit to show for it? What have I got to show for it? I'm still fucking ugly and subhuman and my face still gives people the creeps regardless of whether I have anxiety or not.

An anxious ugly person is like the lowest of the low in foids eyes if you think about it, if you're ugly but confident you at least have SOME value, regardless how small, but ugly AND having panic attacks all the time? You're the lowest of the fucking low, absolutely fucking worthless in every way, people would've been disgusted with me

 

[Sadandangrycel]

Sounds like a truecel trait tbh

 

[Deleted member 18435]

Atleast you won't willingly become people's jester/dancing monkey. That's all ugly men are good for in the eyes of society(that and being a slave).

 

[Babica Yaga]

not much you can do to remedy anxiety except exposure therapy. try asking your doc for some jewpills, they work for me (benzos) or buy phenibut. i dont have that bad of anxiety anymore and dont have agoraphobia (brutal truecel trait), but i still like to just use them recreationally

 

[Studiocel]

I was thinking about trying DMT someday. How fucked up were those trip reports?

 

[BITG]

Sounds like a truecel trait tbh

 

[Neggr]

arent u the reddit dude lol

 

[treesarescary]

arent u the reddit dude lol

I was yeah

 

[Deleted member 24529]

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[ReturnOfSaddam]

You got traumatized just from reading reports? Or you read the reports and decided to redo them?

Anxiety is an absolute demon, a real fucking ball and chain but it can go away naturally, more likely to if it's from the result of using a drug.

 

[Sadandangrycel]

arent u the reddit dude lol

I dont post on reddit

 

[Neggr]

I dont post on reddit

I mean T @treesarescary

 

[Mooncel]

About a year back I gave myself terrible anxiety and agoraphobia by reading DMT and salvia trip reports (the people who wrote the trip reports would probably think I'm ugly if they saw me too lmfao)

It legit made me scared of existing itself, the trip reports fucked me up so much, I was having back to back panic attacks over and over again, it was fucking horrible

It really made me question reality and I was so anxious I couldn't go outside without having a panic attack so I stayed inside for like months, I ruined my fucking summer by reading trip reports made my people who'd think I'm ugly.

The worst thing about having anxiety whilst being ugly is going through all the mental struggle of being scared and anxious 24/7, overcoming it and having absolutely jack shit to show for it? What have I got to show for it? I'm still fucking ugly and subhuman and my face still gives people the creeps regardless of whether I have anxiety or not.

An anxious ugly person is like the lowest of the low in foids eyes if you think about it, if you're ugly but confident you at least have SOME value, regardless how small, but ugly AND having panic attacks all the time? You're the lowest of the fucking low, absolutely fucking worthless in every way, people would've been disgusted with me

Life sucks dude. Having anxiety as an ugly dude means it just never began. But if you are an anxious Chad or an anxious foid then you are seen as quirky.

 

[Snowstormhigh]