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i'm a perma-loser so i dont have any friends in any space but i think that's for the better to them since i know i wouldn't be able to trust them and always be paranoid of everything they write me since i 110% think this site is a government sting operation to control and pre-screen violent uprising beta males
plus i woudlnt' want to be doxxed.
sometimes i feel like there is something really wrong with me since even in spaces like this i never seem to fit in. i joined anime clubs in HS/college and nobody ever wanted to talk anime with me. i joined sports clubs after school and nobody wanted to pick me and after the game they would all leave me by myself to clean everything up. at work everybody goes out for drinks and never invites me. i remember a girl had a wedding and everybody else from the office went to her wedding. i didn't even get an invitation. and on here all my lolicel-bros are getting banned left and right and i barely get replies to any of my posts which means nobody even reads my posts or if they read them then they don't care enough to reply back.
i think maybe due to my age i just cant relate to a lot of you or something. or maybe because i'm too pathetic. i have little life experience and close to zero social experience. i want friends. i yearn to talk to people IRL but i don't think that will ever happen in my lifetime.
plus i woudlnt' want to be doxxed.
sometimes i feel like there is something really wrong with me since even in spaces like this i never seem to fit in. i joined anime clubs in HS/college and nobody ever wanted to talk anime with me. i joined sports clubs after school and nobody wanted to pick me and after the game they would all leave me by myself to clean everything up. at work everybody goes out for drinks and never invites me. i remember a girl had a wedding and everybody else from the office went to her wedding. i didn't even get an invitation. and on here all my lolicel-bros are getting banned left and right and i barely get replies to any of my posts which means nobody even reads my posts or if they read them then they don't care enough to reply back.
i think maybe due to my age i just cant relate to a lot of you or something. or maybe because i'm too pathetic. i have little life experience and close to zero social experience. i want friends. i yearn to talk to people IRL but i don't think that will ever happen in my lifetime.
