I witnessed it only once, maybe a year or so ago, there were several concurrent threads on /r9k/ while it was going on. The guy's attempts were pretty autistic and I was not sure if he really wanted to go through with it. There were several people in the call that he started, some guys were irl shitposting and there was also this foid that was wailing at the top of her lungs and making pathetic halfhearted attempts to discourage the guy from doing it, she was annoying as fuck and seemed like she was trying to grab attention for herself. Typical foid behaviour.
Nevertheless, it really surprised me how disturbed I was by the whole thing. I thought I was going to have a laugh and witness something interesting going into the threads, but the severity of the situation combined with the bizarre autism of the participants was really unsettling to me so I found myself trying to discourage the guy from doing, but eventually giving up (it was 4am on a school day and I don't think he went through with it in the end but my memory is hazy). I never thought I would give a fuck about an internet rando's life, but I really can't reconcile the fact that I'm probably bluepilled at my core even though I'm ostensibly blackpilled.
Nevertheless, it really surprised me how disturbed I was by the whole thing. I thought I was going to have a laugh and witness something interesting going into the threads, but the severity of the situation combined with the bizarre autism of the participants was really unsettling to me so I found myself trying to discourage the guy from doing, but eventually giving up (it was 4am on a school day and I don't think he went through with it in the end but my memory is hazy). I never thought I would give a fuck about an internet rando's life, but I really can't reconcile the fact that I'm probably bluepilled at my core even though I'm ostensibly blackpilled.
