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VλREN

VλREN

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Like a imaginary girlfriend, I’ve really only pulled it off a few times

Like I remember a few years ago I went for a walk at night and I imagined myself with a gf.

Felt very real, well sort of atleast. Don’t know why that night in particular, haven’t really been able to pull it off again.

I’ve been trying to trick myself into having a relationship with a certain fictional foid that I find myself in love with.

But I am actually taking better care of myself now because of it, I don’t really know how to define “taking care of myself” but I’ve been trying to get faster and stronger, eating less slop and doing basic improvements.

But I’ve tried to pretend that she’s real and standing right there, did it a few times while on a night walk, I try to imagine how she’ll respond to me and what not.

Maybe it’ll get better at it idk

Haven’t had any dreams about her or anything so that kinda sucks

Maybe I’ll have a wet dream about her during NNN this year

But for the record my feelings towards her are only like 30% sexual in nature anyway

But yeah
 
This could be a livable ascension strategy
 
was it Jill Valentine?
 
yeah briefly, when I was 15 during covid year and i was online school which meant i rotted at home playing video games and gooning all day long.

Was on some schizo shit and managed to have this imaginary gf delusion for like a month or two.
 
I did

but then she left me for chad
 
In dreams. My mind was tricked into being in relationship, and i was suffocating with dopamine overflow, and when i woke up - i wanted to die.
 
Fortunately, I am not a schizo (yet).
 
When I was in high school I would spend all my time day dreaming about a foid I was obsessed with. I imagined her laying her head on my shoulder and falling asleep in my lap. This was the probably the closest I’ve been to schizophrenia, as I would have imaginary conversations with her.
 
I used to, but I've gradually lost the ability to form attachment, especially to foids. they're all interchangable disloyal sluts who would just leave me even if one gave me a chance, even fictional foids who exist only in my mind.
 
Yes for a while now. I replay imaginary scenarios.
When I cuddle my pillow I envision making love to my imaginary girlfriend. Then mid sex I tell her I want a baby and I cum inside her. I then imagine proposing to her but telling her I won't legally marry her as I don't want thr state involved in my life. Then I imagine us raising the baby, cuddling with the baby between us.

When I go on a walk and am tired of music I will have fake conversations with the girlfriend, but usually the conversation is like 5 sentances long and I repeat it a couple of times until I feel that my delivery is good enough.

I love to play the scenario of us first getting together, she is too shy to tell me she likes me. There are two different subscenarios here. 1) her friends tell me while teasing her and she runs off crying and screaming at them. I go and comfort her and things start from there. 2) she awkwardly tries to small talk with me and I hit her with my primal wisdom. Then the conversation goes like this.
Her: Wanna be friends?
Me: No.
Her: *looks sad and a little offended but tried to hide it*
Me: Now ask me what you really wanted to ask me.
Her: *looks flustered and doesn't know what to say* After a few seconds she finally asks: Wanna go out with me
Me: Yes, see that wasn't so hard. Meet me at the park at 6pm
At 6 pm we meet up and we have a simple date where we just walk around. Eventually we sit on a bench where I play with her hair before kissing her. In my mind we are both 15 so it's more innocent and cute.
 
In dreams. My mind was tricked into being in relationship, and i was suffocating with dopamine overflow, and when i woke up - i wanted to die.
Ah, I'm not the only one. Sorry anyone else has had to deal with this. But man, the joy during it is incomparable. Just like the sorrow afterwards.
 
When I am alone I talk and pretend to have conversations with the last foid I had an interest in. I've been doing this since High School.
 
Once, but it was a long time ago. Probably when I was 15.

I imagined myself on a walk with a random imaginary girl. I had a full conversation with her, as if I was taking her home.

It all faded though after I reached my house. Just to realize I was all alone.
 
My skyrim and fallout player characters are my imaginary GFs.
 
My man having romantic fantasies as a lonely guy is normal.
Having thoughts like,"I really wish I had a cute, loving and supportive GF" and going on walk with your imaginations are quite different things.
 
I will try thismright now during my hospital stay
 
All the time, I imagine my secondary pillow is yukari, I talk to her every night before bed and snuggle her.
 
in my head i imagine someone noticing me and liking my music taste, just taking an interest in me as a person, and thinking of me the same way i would them


but only in my restless dreams lololol
 
so i had an imaginary girlfriend, whose face i took from a women i used to follow on tiktok in 2021. i’ve spent many hours fantasizing about this women for about 4 years now. i’ve lost attraction to the real women.
 
Like a imaginary girlfriend, I’ve really only pulled it off a few times

Like I remember a few years ago I went for a walk at night and I imagined myself with a gf.

Felt very real, well sort of atleast. Don’t know why that night in particular, haven’t really been able to pull it off again.

I’ve been trying to trick myself into having a relationship with a certain fictional foid that I find myself in love with.

But I am actually taking better care of myself now because of it, I don’t really know how to define “taking care of myself” but I’ve been trying to get faster and stronger, eating less slop and doing basic improvements.

But I’ve tried to pretend that she’s real and standing right there, did it a few times while on a night walk, I try to imagine how she’ll respond to me and what not.

Maybe it’ll get better at it idk

Haven’t had any dreams about her or anything so that kinda sucks

Maybe I’ll have a wet dream about her during NNN this year

But for the record my feelings towards her are only like 30% sexual in nature anyway

But yeah
Yes I commonly interact with my imaginary wives and children. Daily actually.
 
Unironically yes, like 2 days ago when I was about to sleep, I was imagining a loving gf lying with me.
 
By dreaming, yes
 
I can't convince myself of something that doesn't exist

Probably this is what genuine craziness might be
 
Bodypillows/plushies and lucid dreaming help alot
 
No I dont have that good of an imagination.
 
Enjoy it while it lasts.
I've done this in my teens but I can't do it anymore due to creativity dying and general feelings all becoming dull.
 

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