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I want to commit suicide with Jill Valentine
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Like a imaginary girlfriend, I’ve really only pulled it off a few times
Like I remember a few years ago I went for a walk at night and I imagined myself with a gf.
Felt very real, well sort of atleast. Don’t know why that night in particular, haven’t really been able to pull it off again.
I’ve been trying to trick myself into having a relationship with a certain fictional foid that I find myself in love with.
But I am actually taking better care of myself now because of it, I don’t really know how to define “taking care of myself” but I’ve been trying to get faster and stronger, eating less slop and doing basic improvements.
But I’ve tried to pretend that she’s real and standing right there, did it a few times while on a night walk, I try to imagine how she’ll respond to me and what not.
Maybe it’ll get better at it idk
Haven’t had any dreams about her or anything so that kinda sucks
Maybe I’ll have a wet dream about her during NNN this year
But for the record my feelings towards her are only like 30% sexual in nature anyway
But yeah
Like I remember a few years ago I went for a walk at night and I imagined myself with a gf.
Felt very real, well sort of atleast. Don’t know why that night in particular, haven’t really been able to pull it off again.
I’ve been trying to trick myself into having a relationship with a certain fictional foid that I find myself in love with.
But I am actually taking better care of myself now because of it, I don’t really know how to define “taking care of myself” but I’ve been trying to get faster and stronger, eating less slop and doing basic improvements.
But I’ve tried to pretend that she’s real and standing right there, did it a few times while on a night walk, I try to imagine how she’ll respond to me and what not.
Maybe it’ll get better at it idk
Haven’t had any dreams about her or anything so that kinda sucks
Maybe I’ll have a wet dream about her during NNN this year
But for the record my feelings towards her are only like 30% sexual in nature anyway
But yeah





