Experiment Have you ever had a mental breakdown?

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For example that you has ever went full autismo and cry or scream in front of everyone?
Gladly I'm to anxious to go full autistic in front of everyone
 
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Yea, I was really on edge and nervous for a full month about my exam coming up and in the cafeteria I started shouting random words and jumped on top of tables screaming saying "I don't want to live anymore", it lasted a few minutes then I went back to my apartment
 
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Yes bro. Mostly before i hit puberty.

I became less expolsive with my anger and more cynical and depressed in my teens.
 
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Not Crying(only fags cry), but wanting to go Cho on people? All the time. But that will make things a million times worse, and that's why i won't do it. It's not worth it in the end no matter how much you want to see this world burn. I just read the news about foids who got raped and murdered and i sleep well at nights after that :feelzez:
 
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Oof, here's one that I remember and that people witnessed.
It happened when I was about... 12? 13?
I was being relentlessly bullied by some fucking asshats. They spread the rumor that I was cutting.
One of the motherfuckers had a Swiss army knife cause he thought he was a badass. I was having a really shit day already, my family yelled at me for some stupid shit, my cat got sick, I was sick, and I'd already dealt with several of this dumbass's friends, not to mention another failed history test.
He decided to taunt me with it, can't remember all of what he said but it was along the lines of "don't you wanna cut your wrists, you fat emo piece of shit?"
I just had enough, I yanked the knife out of his hand and stabbed myself in the wrist with it. I then ran away and broke down. First time I ever did anything like that. Almost hit bone, had to get stitches. Got found looking like a mess by this gym teacher in the bathroom.
 
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Not in front of everyone. But i freaked out at home bec. someone told me to cut my hair.
Real ER fuel for me.
 
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Psychonaut said:
Oof, here's one that I remember and that people witnessed.
It happened when I was about... 12? 13?
I was being relentlessly bullied by some fucking asshats. They spread the rumor that I was cutting.
One of the motherfuckers had a Swiss army knife cause he thought he was a badass. I was having a really shit day already, my family yelled at me for some stupid shit, my cat got sick, I was sick, and I'd already dealt with several of this dumbass's friends, not to mention another failed history test.
He decided to taunt me with it, can't remember all of what he said but it was along the lines of "don't you wanna cut your wrists, you fat emo piece of shit?"
I just had enough, I yanked the knife out of his hand and stabbed myself in the wrist with it. I then ran away and broke down. First time I ever did anything like that. Almost hit bone, had to get stitches. Got found looking like a mess by this gym teacher in the bathroom.
Damn man...fuck.

People are really cruel and heartless. I hope you're doing better these days bro.
 
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Insomniac said:
Damn man...fuck.

People are really cruel and heartless. I hope you're doing better these days bro.
Somewhat. Mainly when I'm drunk or with my cat, that's when life seems to be worth living.
But I at least don't see people much anymore. That's helpful.
 
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Psychonaut said:
Somewhat. Mainly when I'm drunk or with my cat, that's when life seems to be worth living.
But I at least don't see people much anymore. That's helpful.

People need to die. All of them. As slowly as possible
 
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Psychonaut said:
Somewhat. Mainly when I'm drunk or with my cat, that's when life seems to be worth living.
But I at least don't see people much anymore. That's helpful.
Yeah i have a cat too. Better friend to me than any person tbh.

I was also bullied in school. It changes you as a person, makes you feel cold and dead inside. Really fucks with your psyche..
 
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Albocel said:
People need to die. All of them. As slowly as possible
True that. If only people were cats. Then they might be acceptable.
Insomniac said:
Yeah i have a cat too. Better friend to me than any person tbh.

I was also bullied in school. It changes you as a person, makes you feel cold and dead inside. Really fucks with your psyche..
Cats truly are better than humans. Mine's been my best friend for so long.
It completely fucks you up. I still deal with shit that probably came from being bullied. It's horrible. People truly are heartless.
 
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Yes, multiple times. Mostly at School and in front of the whole class.
 
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Full autismo lol
 
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My cat is the only female I've known who doesn't give a fuck about my (lack of) SMV.

My mother constantly praises her friends' Chad sons and implies that she wishes I was more like them.

All my female teachers in high school treated Chad far better than they treated me.

A man's SMV and how worthy he's viewed by society overall are identical, because men are always judged by those same sexual traits even in situations where sex doesn't come into play at all.
 
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quite frequently tbh
 
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Topkekketus said:
quite frequently tbh
Lmfao, i always laugh at that jewish fag paul denino profile pic
 
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never in front of others
 
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Once in high school.
I got sent to the counselor's office because they thought I might go ER for some reason despite me not making any sort of threats during my breakdown
 
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i have always suffered mental anguish in silence
 
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Yes. One of the worst days of my life was when I had a public breakdown. First day back to school, 8th grade. First days back to school are always tough for me because I have to learn to adjust to being around groups of people all over again so I will often be very tense and irritable within the first week, but will eventually learn to keep my cool once again. I was acting visibly neurotic, so I tried minding my own business in order to avoid unwanted attention, but of course people were itching to fuck with me. The usual taunts sprung up but I passively dealt with it until this one kid broke me. He pinched my cheek and called me a cutie, I was livid. Pure rage in my eyes. I threw him against the floor and before I could get my first punch in someone pulled me off of him. I was breathing heavily with a twitch in my eye. This earned me the nickname “crackhead”. I was sent to the principal’s, and I still hadn’t gotten a hold of myself. Breathing heavily, twitchy, etc. Out of nowhere I bursted our crying and I just couldn’t stop. My mom came to pick me up, and I hadn’t relented. After several hours, I managed to finally regain my composure. I used up so much energy I couldn’t even move and was in constant pain for the rest of the day.
 
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Yes, first day of school in the fifth grade.

I ran out of the classroom and started to uncontrollably cry and scream that I didn't want to stay in school anymore.
 
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Broke my pinky last year by punching a freedge.
 
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Too many to remember. But it made me stronger after each time
 
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Sometimes,I hurt myself.

:cryfeels:
 
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I keep on thinking about things that happened to me years ago when I got bullied or failed at school, it just keeps playing on my mind on a daily basis
 
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Many times in front of my family. Got kicked out of home twice because of it. Meanwhile, my autistic brother freaks out daily, and nobody bats an eye.
 
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Yes. And i ended in a psyche hospital for attempted suicide
 
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I have one every once in a while, but my life is one long depressive episode otherwise