Have you ever experienced DPDR?

[Sorll_]

Depersonalization/Derealization disorder.

Where you feel that you don't belong to yourself, watching yourself from a third person perspective. When things happen to you but it doesn't feel like it's happening to you rather to someone else. Like running on autopilot and chunks of your day just pass by without you realizing. That's the depersonalization part of it. The derealization is when your surroundings feel dreamlike and unreal.

Have you ever experienced this or a mild version of this?

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

almost everyday.

 

[Sorll_]

almost everyday.

Have you been diagnosed or nah?

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Have you been diagnosed or nah?

diagnosed with other shit and on meds. derealization is just one of the things i deal with basically constantly.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Just wondering I've never experienced it before I don't know why. Do you relate to this quote at all "Darkness so pure not a single ray of light can find it's way to me. How long have I soaked in this darkness? Eternity? Though at times I think just a moment. I feel nothing almost as if there were nothing... and I am floating in it."?

for me it ain't emo shit like that it's more like a close family member could get hospitalized but i would hardly care cuz it wouldn't feel real

 

[Maikowski]

Sounds like some dork shit an attention seeking faggot would say in 9th grade

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Sounds like some dork shit an attention seeking faggot would say in 9th grade

I'd give it to u if it meant i wouldn't have it anymore kek.

 

[Sorll_]

Sounds like some dork shit an attention seeking faggot would say in 9th grade

Yeah I know I was just wondering if anyone's had or has it.

 

[blackpillednigga]

I feel this whenever I rot on the internet for too long. when I go outside I feel like I'm in a 4k ultra realistic vidya game

 

[Chuddy McChud]

yes to quite a extreme extent. When I was 17-18yrs old I got it from smoking weed a bunch, basically I woke up one day and everything felt weird like I had that same numb sensation that you have when your hands are freezing, but I wasn't cold. everything I touched felt off and I had this unshakable feeling something was wrong, this freaked me out obviously and lead to one of many panic attacks to come, it was so debilitating that when it was at its worst all i could do was sit next to a toilet and retch from the anxiety, i couldn't even throw up though because my stomach was empty so i was just sitting there retching which would burn my throat and hurt a lot. I unironically probably would have kms if the panic attacks didn't slow down over time.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

yes to quite a extreme extent. When I was 17-18yrs old I got it from smoking weed a bunch, basically I woke up one day and everything felt weird like I had that same numb sensation that you have when your hands are freezing, but I wasn't cold. everything I touched felt off and I had this unshakable feeling something was wrong, this freaked me out obviously and lead to one of many panic attacks to come, it was so debilitating that when it was at its worst all i could do was sit next to a toilet and retch from the anxiety, i couldn't even throw up though because my stomach was empty so i was just sitting there retching which would burn my throat and hurt a lot. I unironically probably would have kms if the panic attacks didn't slow down over time.

In my case I'd never rope since I literally can't take life seriously enough to consider that. the main problem i get from derealization is that it dulls my emotions and makes my life boring.

 

[Chuddy McChud]

In my case I'd never rope since I literally can't take life seriously enough to consider that. the main problem i get from derealization is that it dulls my emotions and makes my life boring.

do you feel like your missing out when people talk about how beautiful they find art?

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

do you feel like your missing out when people talk about how beautiful they find art?

art like drawings and shit?

 

[Chuddy McChud]

art like drawings and shit?

yeah drawings, music whatever man

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

yeah drawings, music whatever man

i listen to music constantly. the only drawings I care about are ones I'd use for AVIs (idgaf about drawn art essentially). listening to this rn

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqukAo6di5w

 

[glutty]

I don't even know

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

idk I feel like shit

 

[VλREN]

Don’t think so

But it’s 24/7 day dreaming for me and constantly talking to myself in my head every god damn second