In a previous post I made I compared myself to Vader in that we both have Depression as a result of our respective pasts.
And I've found yet another way we're similar.
That being, we have both dreamt of alternative better lives for ourselves.
In Vader's dreams, he dreamt of an alternative life where he killed Palpatine and saved the Jedi from their destruction. He was also the ruler of the Jedi Order.
Padme was alive and well, and also the ruler of the Republic. Their son was born and named Jinn Skywalker. (Qui-Gon namesake?)
These dreams were too much for Vader, who would wake up screaming at what he could've been.
In my dreams, I was born a Chad and everybody loved/loves me. All the females want me, and all non Chads want to be me.
This is of course, a stark contrast from how my life is and will always be. I was born a hopeless Incel, and I will die a hopeless Incel. Tbh, I'll be surprised if they even give me a proper burial and don't just drop my body somewhere.
Much like Vader, these heartfelt emotional dreams are too much for me, and I wake up in a fit of Anger and Sadness upon realizing it's not real.
Nor will it ever be.
And I've found yet another way we're similar.
That being, we have both dreamt of alternative better lives for ourselves.
In Vader's dreams, he dreamt of an alternative life where he killed Palpatine and saved the Jedi from their destruction. He was also the ruler of the Jedi Order.
Padme was alive and well, and also the ruler of the Republic. Their son was born and named Jinn Skywalker. (Qui-Gon namesake?)
These dreams were too much for Vader, who would wake up screaming at what he could've been.
In my dreams, I was born a Chad and everybody loved/loves me. All the females want me, and all non Chads want to be me.
This is of course, a stark contrast from how my life is and will always be. I was born a hopeless Incel, and I will die a hopeless Incel. Tbh, I'll be surprised if they even give me a proper burial and don't just drop my body somewhere.
Much like Vader, these heartfelt emotional dreams are too much for me, and I wake up in a fit of Anger and Sadness upon realizing it's not real.
Nor will it ever be.
