Tbh, I've thought of suicide because I am short for like... millions of times lmfao. After I was 17 y.o the longing for suicide was intensifying and I had developed a self-image of an 'untermensch', and tbh even a 175cm mediocre simp is a mogger relative to me.
I am 162cm or so in China as a millenial and tbh I think I never lived a normal life(to those who are similarly tall while living in the west, I really have deep condolence. The difficulties of life are exponentially larger I know...). I am really jealous of those average and tall guys because 'height neurosis' never infringes on them. They can live a life carefree about height and they never worry about being mogged when going outdoors, being perceived as 'untermensches' by people, particularly women, being incapable of wearing suitably, and so on, and for a shortcel these shits are nearly daily on their mind and I have even run out of my motivation of living and that is why now I am 'rotting' in my rented room while 'CCPmaxxing'(the definition was coined in my last post) not assiduously at all and that is also why I didn't make it to a good uni.
Maybe I sound too pessimistic but being short enables me to investigate into the very truth of life: it is repleted mainly with miseries, setbacks, torments, etc., and only to gigachads 'life is beautiful' as a retarded singer extols it lmfao.
I am 162cm or so in China as a millenial and tbh I think I never lived a normal life(to those who are similarly tall while living in the west, I really have deep condolence. The difficulties of life are exponentially larger I know...). I am really jealous of those average and tall guys because 'height neurosis' never infringes on them. They can live a life carefree about height and they never worry about being mogged when going outdoors, being perceived as 'untermensches' by people, particularly women, being incapable of wearing suitably, and so on, and for a shortcel these shits are nearly daily on their mind and I have even run out of my motivation of living and that is why now I am 'rotting' in my rented room while 'CCPmaxxing'(the definition was coined in my last post) not assiduously at all and that is also why I didn't make it to a good uni.
Maybe I sound too pessimistic but being short enables me to investigate into the very truth of life: it is repleted mainly with miseries, setbacks, torments, etc., and only to gigachads 'life is beautiful' as a retarded singer extols it lmfao.
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