When I was in high school (10 years from now), I once had a "girlfriend". It was a girl il my class. At first, she started to talk to me (by MSN, the old version of windows live messenger - never face to face), and it was like she was interested in me. It was really surprising for me, as I was (and still am) really introvert and quite ugly. I had no friends at all, so I was really happy about it. And IRL she more or less ignored me (which was fine for me, because I was really shy), yet she continued to talk to me on the computer. One day, she said she loved me, and asked me to be my girlfriend. It was during holidays, and they were the best holidays in my life. We didn't spend any time together, as I was far away from my town, but in my head, it was like heaven. I told my "friends" and family I had a girlfriend, and I spend the whole holidays picturing what we could do together.
The first day after holidays, in highschool, I decided that now I had a girlfriend, I should not be shy, and I tried to go see her and kiss her. She was with her friends. As I walked to her, they were all smiling, and my "girlfriend" just dodged me when I tried to kiss her, and said that she didn't want me as a boyfriend anymore. All her female friends were laughing outloud. Few days later, I discover it was a bet, and she had to date me for a week (which she technically did, even though we didn't even see each other once).
This has been the most humiliating thing that happened in my life. Even though it is 10 years from now, I often re picture about the moment I tried to kiss her, and all her friends laugh, and I still feel bad and ashamed. I really had a rough time, and attempted suicide the day after.
I'm really glad this website exists, because it was something I wanted to share, and I can't do it with people I know, as I am too ashamed.
I know all of us have been rejected by women, but have you ever been humiliated ? How did you cope with it ? As I told before, even though it has been ten years from now, I rethink about it really often.
The first day after holidays, in highschool, I decided that now I had a girlfriend, I should not be shy, and I tried to go see her and kiss her. She was with her friends. As I walked to her, they were all smiling, and my "girlfriend" just dodged me when I tried to kiss her, and said that she didn't want me as a boyfriend anymore. All her female friends were laughing outloud. Few days later, I discover it was a bet, and she had to date me for a week (which she technically did, even though we didn't even see each other once).
This has been the most humiliating thing that happened in my life. Even though it is 10 years from now, I often re picture about the moment I tried to kiss her, and all her friends laugh, and I still feel bad and ashamed. I really had a rough time, and attempted suicide the day after.
I'm really glad this website exists, because it was something I wanted to share, and I can't do it with people I know, as I am too ashamed.
I know all of us have been rejected by women, but have you ever been humiliated ? How did you cope with it ? As I told before, even though it has been ten years from now, I rethink about it really often.
