Subhuman Niceguy
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I'm curious to know how many of us have read ER's manifesto.
Why?No and never will
I was worried you were about to start preaching! Ok, it is another reason I like ER so much - he liked to write. He probably inherited it from his dad, a Hollywood filmmaker.Cuz it's long
I guess that's true. I've found myself questioning my own sanity, and questioning reality and my perception of it quite frequently as of late. I don't feel like I'm in my own head anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm hanging over a hungry abyss that's ready to swallow me right up, like the ground beneath my feet is ready to cave. I've had moments, too, where I just feel like I completely disconnect from reality and from myself and I don't know where I am or where I'm going. This shit is terrifying.we all go a little mad sometimes
Based.Yes i have and related to some of it,like being treated like trash in school,having shit parents,and not getting toilets.
I feel like it sucks more than it should because it doesn't happen 24/7, so I have some lucidity or sanity to recognize that something very wrong is going on with my brain, undoubtedly due to the constant overwhelming stress and loneliness and the toll it's taking on my brain and body. I kind of almost wish I could just go completely insane, so I can have bliss in my ignorance.I have time periods where I go thru something similar
I skimmed over it, tbh my life is worse than his.