Im just so tired i cant do nothing i dont enjoy shit,literally i dont even have the energy to finish this post
this is called anhedonia
it's the end stage of depression
you're not alone brother, i suffer from it too
Only when smoking weed.
R
Yeah, i shift between being completely numb not feeling anything to feeling deeply suicidal
Meanwhile Chad switches between hole 1 and 2 of his prime stacie
Meanwhile Chad switches between hole 1 and 2 of his prime stacie
At nearly 60 i share many of your symptoms. Except i have delight at watching animals play and food growing.
The time flies faster and faster and seasons are a eye blink.
I was never really all that happy so i had no happiness to lose. Or miss.
Sometimes i feel bad over what "could have" been. But things are what they are.
That's just the usual me. Idek how numb feels like. How will i know if I reached it?
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Holy shit that's fucking brutal.
I’m getting close
I have recently found out it actually makes me "happy" seeing children laughing and having fun, hearing them giggle and living the life I so yearn for automatically makes me smile without thinking of it.
Also when I am grocery shopping and I see sluts in yoga pants I get so extremely mad but when I see little kids picking out candy with their little hands in the section where they can weight it themselves that anger fades away it reminds myself back 17 years getting a few bucks to pick out candy for friday nights
Yes man
I try not to lust after happy animals, energy or life. I am just happy that they are happy. (Although i must admit to not giving a shit about whether people are happy or not!)
I've known old bastards that said, "i wish i had their energy!" As a dog or child ran around all happy and silly. I always thought that was creepy vampire shit and resolved to never think that way.
But i don't mind tapping a tree for energy.
I can relate to this a couple years ago I saw two little kids a boy and a girl building a snowman with the little snow they had since there barely falls any snow more unlike my childhood but anyways I found myself smiling by accident because it filled my heart with joy thinking of how I used to do the same at their age and now they are making memories of their own and living life to its fullest.
not yet
I have been apathetic since I can remember myself.
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I'm a youngcel, to think that all of my copes will become useless is very brutal.
That's nice €:
They're (probably) already useless, you just haven't noticed yet.
By that i mean, if they do not actively improve your life, then they're just time wasters. And you only get so much time.
However, in the end, it's all useless. Even the useful stuff is useless! At least for childless Incels. No one benefits from our efforts.
R
It feels like I am missing something its making me more depressed everyday.
Yep. Just porn and food. And that's a slog.
S
Ur not alone bro
Yes, very much so. I'm just glad I can numb the constant stress and anxiety with meds. I still enjoy video games. Other than that, I take pills and just go to sleep. Like today I woke up and it's goddamn Saturday. There are no days, weeks, months. It all just runs together if that makes sense.
Yeah man, I'm so fucking tired even if I slept like 10 hours.
Yes bro. I don't know what to do anymore.
I had that a while back. Luckily it went away.
Eat healthy and exercise. Find copes.
Eat healthy and exercise. Find copes.
i feel nothing but rage
I mostly feel stress and anxiety. Very rarely any good emotions.
I feel nothing, I just go with the motions
Yes bro, sometimes it hits me.
Nearly. Im 58.Youre 60!?!???
( I always like to "round up" my numbers. It's part of my budget...
By rounding up, my bank account never gets depleted. For example: i spend 3.38. I write it down as 4. Do that enough times, and you can stay ahead of your spending.)
But yeah 58. So i know about how long copes work. I used to - and still do - have various (expensive) projects. As soon as i finished it, i got no joy! Now these were semi- important things! Yet once done they were done. I have the finished thing, but just don't care about it anymore.
With my transportation device - my motorized recumbent - it requires occasional supplies for maintaining it. Brakes and long cables and tires and a endless random pile of parts that i must have on hand... So it's a better cope because as "done" as it is, it requires more thought and maintenance! It's a better cope!
Such as plants and pets...!... Without my constant input they would suffer. So they help keep me going.
This is why i suggest permaculture gardening to dudes. It requires a lot of care and effort at first then easy maintainance. IT IS NEVER OVER. IT IS NEVER DONE.
Been trying to, but my hatred for this world is so high that’s it’s nearly impossible for me to not feel anger or sadness on most days
Yes, honestly nothing really annoys me anymore. Ever since I chad fished I have seen how mechanical humans are. I have stopped having oneitis’s every month because why would you want to participate with such flawed creatures anyway. We are nothing more than slaves to our impulses, and once I saw this why care? Would I like to have a female, friends and not be seen as a sub human as consequence to me being ugly? Yes very much so. But like 1s and 0s I am ugly and that’s just how it is. There is no contentment in this world. So now I am numb.
S
He's the rich one.
I'm the poor one.
There are a few others. And some 40cels too.
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