Chadbasedman
Greycel
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- Joined
- Nov 2, 2022
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- 17
At first I wanted to have sex with women and have a family to be an average guy but that's when I was blackpilled. Women would never settle down with a guy like me unless she rides the cock merry-go-round and hit the wall 5 years ago. Even if I find a girl somewhat untouched she till might cheat on me and take everything I own in the divorce. All I see when I view a woman is a bomb of stupid emotions and unnecessary heartache waiting to happen. I see naked women and feel nothing. I see sex and feel nothing. I haven't fapped for a month and I have no urge to. I have fantasies about a first kiss, sharing a slushie, flirting jokingly with girls as we play vidya . Its all just juvenile fantasies now of the most basic level of being desired.
Dose this mean I've cucked myself forever
Dose this mean I've cucked myself forever