my life has been shit since i was 17 and even then i questioned is all this coordinated by a group of people? like how much suffering can be put onto one person all at once is this even possible? is this even possible to be done without the help of other people or agents? is something in the universe wanting me to kill myself? or is it a curse brought on by someone else?
Thats how bad of a life of an incel I have where i even question is this all a plot againts me
The coordination angle is high iq , however you have attributed the coordination to the wrong group. Society is comprised of normie automatons, circa 85% are norman brainwashed NPC robots, remember the mob rules, and in every sense. The mob informs the very culture of society, the social norms, who to outcast who is elevated to halo status. This is biblical in its effect it spreads like a virus in every institution., because again in EVERY instiitution 85% are these norman retards (on average).
Thus when you interact or have to deal with, or are engaged with ANY of these institutions you will come up against in all probability 80-85% of the time these norman NPC's and the culture which surround them.
Again this has a biblical effect on YOUR LIFE AND LIFE EXPERIENCE. Essentially your life revolves around bouncing between interacting with the institutions of society. IF EVERY INSTITUTION OF SOCIETY IS BENT AND CORRUPT AND FILLED WITH THESE NORMANS, the experience is akin to as you say being a constructed COORDINATED demise.
Because the society and its institutions THAT YOU HAVE TO INTERACT WITH IN ORDER TO SURVIVE AND THRIVE, are bent are corrupt are angled in a way in which you cannot win, their construction is that of the norman. They have constructed self fulfilling self serving institutions in which only people that are preferred are able to succeed are treated in a normal way and are given the opportunities tools and information to succeed.
In every aspect of life it is very easy to make someone fail, fail to give them critical information, devalue them, and demotivate them, sit back and even the best most gifted person in a given area will fail.
This also happens to be the plight of every working class male that is sub 4 in looks, OOOOOH GO FIGURE
LLET ME GUESS SOCIETY THERE IS HERR DERR NO CORRELATION DUE TO CAUSATION