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I genuinely wonder if that's possible. At the moment, I consider myself a broken human. I lack most of the very necessary experiences that would be required to be a mentally health human being. I'm also blackpilled, which makes me unable to copemaxx with this reality, as I can no longer lie to myself.
I also feel empty due to the lack of meaning in my life and my incapacity of finding one that wouldn't be coping. There's also no hope left and our world is degenerate and alien to me, making me unable to fit within society. Although sometimes I wonder if I'd really like to, as humanity and modern society are utterly sick.
Tbh, I don't really believe that ascending would actually help me with this. Maybe it could have a few years ago, when I was a naive version of myself. Neither I think money will do. What will happen when I reach the end of the tunnel? I don't now. Something tells me that probably nothing.
That's how empty life is.
I also feel empty due to the lack of meaning in my life and my incapacity of finding one that wouldn't be coping. There's also no hope left and our world is degenerate and alien to me, making me unable to fit within society. Although sometimes I wonder if I'd really like to, as humanity and modern society are utterly sick.
Tbh, I don't really believe that ascending would actually help me with this. Maybe it could have a few years ago, when I was a naive version of myself. Neither I think money will do. What will happen when I reach the end of the tunnel? I don't now. Something tells me that probably nothing.
That's how empty life is.
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