Magnum
- Alea Iacta Est -
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Has anyone else cut their face because they hate what they are stuck with so much that they just want to cut up the thing that stops people being good to you.....
i have more than once.. couple of times with a razor and another with the point of a knife. I havnt done deep gash ones yet, mostly because of the pain behind it but i was surprised all the other times theyve healed without leaving any marks.. sometimes I just want to tear it it completely rip the hell out of it.
I realize now though that if i did people will treat me even worse from the reactions ive had so far... its like the worse you look the worse people treat you.. instead of sympathy they have contempt or shock .. I fucking hate people but i also hate my body for being the reason these assholes treat me so bad
i have more than once.. couple of times with a razor and another with the point of a knife. I havnt done deep gash ones yet, mostly because of the pain behind it but i was surprised all the other times theyve healed without leaving any marks.. sometimes I just want to tear it it completely rip the hell out of it.
I realize now though that if i did people will treat me even worse from the reactions ive had so far... its like the worse you look the worse people treat you.. instead of sympathy they have contempt or shock .. I fucking hate people but i also hate my body for being the reason these assholes treat me so bad