5 times.
I was 13 yo and some extremely psychic foid (6/10 for looks and absolutely thrash/10 for personality) tried to induce jealousy in my classmate (her bf of that time) by chatting me up. Guess what I did. Showed him all my messages
and told him to make her stop texting me. They ended their relationship in a month
At 14yo one foid (butterface with absolutely astonishing pornstar-grade ass/10 for looks and 6/10 for personality) of the same age as me from my school tried to lure me to meet at her place under the pretext of a broken router. Nowadays these SOHO devices can be managed by a complete dumbass but she had known it was a good reason cause of my participation in the school IT/robotics club. Responded to her a week or two later cause my Facebook account was temporarily blocked for publicly calling sb a fag.
She change her mind tho and texted she doesn't need me
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At 15yo another one (7/10 for face, 3/10 body but true and unironic wife material/10 personality) tried to make me participate in a project for a higher grade but dunno was she thinking that I am attractive or just considered me smart enough to collab with her. She was one of the most intelligent ppl I met throughout my life and surely the smartest kid in class at that time. I was considered somewhat of a smartass too. Typical "golden child".
At 18yo, two girls tried to hit me. Didn't know them that much to scope out what character they got. One of them (6+ slim thick/10) changed her mind as my smalltalk was (and will be forever) pretty shite. The second had a 5/10 face and a true dumptruck of a booty. She was in charge of a group of volunteers who came to our school to get [UWSL][UWSL]a mouth swab to qualify ppl for bone marrow donation.[/UWSL][/UWSL] I swear blind that she went to the gym regularly. As I have a soft spot for girls like that, my face became instantly red like a tomato when she hit me while I was waiting for my turn for a smear test so told her I need to go to the restroom, then splashed my face with ice-cold water to shrink blood vessels
, dried it with a paper towel and didn't return to her but went upstairs where I waited for another class.
The first and last foids were cold approaching me, 2nd, 3rd, and 4th did warm approach.
The next 3 girls that texted me up turned out to be fake accounts of my friend who tried to make fun of me
Now as I observe how [UWSL][UWSL]foids requirements inflation[/UWSL][/UWSL] is going in 2022, I don't have any hope for finding a foid who won't use or manipulate me. I tend to be naive in circumstances where I don't know how to properly behave (new situations) so a potential relationship is a thing that I am terrified will break my psyche in a way more than bullying did.
The second case is very peculiar. She was my oneitis at that time and stayed it for 5 and a half years. I was 90% certain that she was into me. She was winking at me and my former colleagues told me she was gazing at me in a hallway. Didn't even talk to her for more than half an hour in my whole life cause I was bullied hard to the point of considering rope. I thought that if I'm going to talk to her or s[UWSL][UWSL]how up with her then she will be bullied too for hanging out with a weirdo with poor social skills.
I sacrificed my teenage love cause of a [UWSL][UWSL]slight chance that her friends will laugh at her for talking with me. [UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]Cried when writing this
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