WannabeGerman
Central Europe
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- Jun 28, 2020
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Guten tag, my name is WannabeGerman, I am 18 years old, almost 19, and my life is falling apart. I'm not sure what to do anymore, I might have to embrace myself for the end if nothing ends up working out. (The end would be suicide, not killing others, idk if you're allowed to discuss suicide here or if they changed it)
Anyway, I am a big failure in life. Below is a watered-down list of what went wrong in my life. I'm sure some of you can relate:
-Depression (for many years, over a decade)
-Anxiety (General anxiety and social anxiety)
-Ugly looks (Duh, mainly insecure about my crooked nose, and some other features, I'll make a thread related to this soon)
-Abuse (Physical, mental, emotional, etc. you name it.)
-No one that loves me or cares about me (which is the main reason why I want a girlfriend, I want to be loved)
-Parents don't give a shit about me
-Failed highschool, the easiest shit in the world, multiple times, crushing all hopes for a decent future where I can practice something I love and reach my other goals in life
-NEET loser in parent's basement (again, kinda forced because I'm too stupid to do anything)
-Room temperature IQ
-Frequent suicidal thoughts
-Bullying
-Divorcing parents (As if my life was amazing before this shit)
-Lonely and miserable
-Achieved absolutely nothing in my life, nothing to show for all these years of existence
-No friends for years upon years, stunting my social skills and making me depressed
-Depressing memories of the past (All while others are allowed to enjoy life and be happy)
etc.
What do you guys think I should do? Should I just commit suicide? Do I have anything left to live for? Oh, and feel free to ask me any questions you like. Please no postmaxxing "go ER" replies, but I guess if you insist I can't stop you.
Anyway, I am a big failure in life. Below is a watered-down list of what went wrong in my life. I'm sure some of you can relate:
-Depression (for many years, over a decade)
-Anxiety (General anxiety and social anxiety)
-Ugly looks (Duh, mainly insecure about my crooked nose, and some other features, I'll make a thread related to this soon)
-Abuse (Physical, mental, emotional, etc. you name it.)
-No one that loves me or cares about me (which is the main reason why I want a girlfriend, I want to be loved)
-Parents don't give a shit about me
-Failed highschool, the easiest shit in the world, multiple times, crushing all hopes for a decent future where I can practice something I love and reach my other goals in life
-NEET loser in parent's basement (again, kinda forced because I'm too stupid to do anything)
-Room temperature IQ
-Frequent suicidal thoughts
-Bullying
-Divorcing parents (As if my life was amazing before this shit)
-Lonely and miserable
-Achieved absolutely nothing in my life, nothing to show for all these years of existence
-No friends for years upon years, stunting my social skills and making me depressed
-Depressing memories of the past (All while others are allowed to enjoy life and be happy)
etc.
What do you guys think I should do? Should I just commit suicide? Do I have anything left to live for? Oh, and feel free to ask me any questions you like. Please no postmaxxing "go ER" replies, but I guess if you insist I can't stop you.