SuicideFuel Had a GF (dreaming)

[Eternalifeofdoom]

View: https://youtu.be/fpgmSz_UBkI?si=wiHmfpu15tXM3GR3





I just woke from the best dream in years if not ever, where i was at a public park with a cute asian JB cuddling and kissing passionately..

but as soon as i opened my eyes reality rushed in and hit me with an absolute despair and loneliness.

I'm having breakfast and crying because i really experienced what was missing in my life then it got taken away from me like a bad joke.

I wish i can write so i could convey my emotions powerfully but yeah shit hurt me. I'm 28 btw

 

[Icarus]

Dreams like that are both a blessing and a curse. The reality when it hits you that all of it is a dream is soul crushing.

I've had a couple of dreams like that as well. One particularly comes to mind.

Nowadays though all I have is nightmares.

 

[Cuckoja]

When even the subconscious is fucking with you.