During my normie larpmaxxing days on fagbook nearly 9 years ago i posted my school photo from when i was in Year 7 (age 13) and in Year 12 (age 18) as a side by side comparison as a celebration of graduating School, the post didn't really get any reactions but under the comments came along this Chad who decided to comment "You got uglier"
Okay, it's time for a fight; my response to this fuckhead was "I don't really care if a guy judges me on my looks pal, i'm into girls"
He responded "Too bad they'll never be into you"
I actually felt so defeated seeing that shit and quite fucking enraged; to make matters worse this called a whole lot of femoids to flock along in order to like HIS comment which got MORE likes than my actual post and rub extra salt, shitting on me and saying i got "rekt" and bullied me along WITH him, on my fucking post. I even remember one whore offered to give him her number in inbox
But the saddest thing about all of this; he wasn't really wrong. girls were not into me like he said, girls never sexually liked me, they never cared. i knew all of this back then and i was just trying to hopelessly hold onto quicksand and when i finally thought i took a step foward by defending myself against bullying, i was forced 10 steps back. i never win, i havent won at anything. To the Chads, the bullies and the roasties it was just another day at the office nearly 9 years ago that they most likely forgot about unless it comes up in a bluemoon to laugh at.
To me, however its a horrible memory that comes up to hurt and remind myself what shitheap my existence is.
Okay, it's time for a fight; my response to this fuckhead was "I don't really care if a guy judges me on my looks pal, i'm into girls"
He responded "Too bad they'll never be into you"
I actually felt so defeated seeing that shit and quite fucking enraged; to make matters worse this called a whole lot of femoids to flock along in order to like HIS comment which got MORE likes than my actual post and rub extra salt, shitting on me and saying i got "rekt" and bullied me along WITH him, on my fucking post. I even remember one whore offered to give him her number in inbox
But the saddest thing about all of this; he wasn't really wrong. girls were not into me like he said, girls never sexually liked me, they never cared. i knew all of this back then and i was just trying to hopelessly hold onto quicksand and when i finally thought i took a step foward by defending myself against bullying, i was forced 10 steps back. i never win, i havent won at anything. To the Chads, the bullies and the roasties it was just another day at the office nearly 9 years ago that they most likely forgot about unless it comes up in a bluemoon to laugh at.
To me, however its a horrible memory that comes up to hurt and remind myself what shitheap my existence is.
