Justdone
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Don’t know why my mind been stuck on suicide attempts in public but my mind just thinks about it everytime I see certain groups outside and I end up thinking about it for like hours I been having these thoughts for 2 months and trying to hide it and since I can’t see or afford a therapist because they’ll hate me openly I’ll just put it here.
1. Some Asians
I honestly never seen an Asian person (Chinese, Cantonese, Koreans, Japanese) open up to anyone outside their race except white people in movies and Jackie Chan in Rush Hour to Chris Tucker. I see them as mentally strong people but I don’t get how they’re fetishized or targets because they avoid people and their dismissive and so now I think stop Asian hate movement isn’t useful since Asians don’t up to other ethnics anyway just people in political power, I don’t hate Asians I just find them hard to understand as a mixedcel.
[UWSL]2. Teenagers (Gen Z and Alpha)[/UWSL]
Especially athletes that height mog me I think they would try to record a suicide attempt and “why bro going crazy” or “ OMG he’s out of his mind”. Unless the teen is depressed or suicidal themselves I don’t think most teens will ever understand what loneliness is like and how crippling it can be to deal with lookism because they’ll still have hope and people have hope in them.
3. Any sort of manager at retail/supermarket/factory place
Your manager at your job if you had/ have one would fire you for admitting to feeling depressed and talk shit about your lack of social life to other workers they can’t be trusted they only care about your productivity. They’ll turn on anyone and start shit with you because of your looks and lack of social circle.
There’s many more but my mind is trying to compete with my apathy
1. Some Asians
I honestly never seen an Asian person (Chinese, Cantonese, Koreans, Japanese) open up to anyone outside their race except white people in movies and Jackie Chan in Rush Hour to Chris Tucker. I see them as mentally strong people but I don’t get how they’re fetishized or targets because they avoid people and their dismissive and so now I think stop Asian hate movement isn’t useful since Asians don’t up to other ethnics anyway just people in political power, I don’t hate Asians I just find them hard to understand as a mixedcel.
[UWSL]2. Teenagers (Gen Z and Alpha)[/UWSL]
Especially athletes that height mog me I think they would try to record a suicide attempt and “why bro going crazy” or “ OMG he’s out of his mind”. Unless the teen is depressed or suicidal themselves I don’t think most teens will ever understand what loneliness is like and how crippling it can be to deal with lookism because they’ll still have hope and people have hope in them.
3. Any sort of manager at retail/supermarket/factory place
Your manager at your job if you had/ have one would fire you for admitting to feeling depressed and talk shit about your lack of social life to other workers they can’t be trusted they only care about your productivity. They’ll turn on anyone and start shit with you because of your looks and lack of social circle.
There’s many more but my mind is trying to compete with my apathy