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Greetings,my first post there what i want to say is that its all so brutal that i have to endure this,it is just so brutal being khhv loser with 0 social skills,being lazy,anxious,the most soulcrushing part is that our own biology says that if we remain touch-less and connectionless the misery is getting worse and worse which makes it harder and harder to fix,bc our brain doesn’t give a fuck,isolation is getting treated the same as trauma and as the time goes we become more distant and disconnected from other people,i try to fix by reading books,working out (at home bc how awkward i am to go out to the gym )but when the biology is against me,i cant do shit about it,thinking about how isolated i am>hpa axis>cortisol>anxiety>fatigue and spiraling to this emotions,i am18 year old khhv and some copecels may say that its “early”,its not from where i live like 80 percent of dudes have already fucked and kissed.
